falling leaves

2010-02-15T05:46:00.001-08:00

testing

2008-05-23T21:17:00.000-07:00

hey everyoneeeee
I'M FINALLY BACK!
i actually dont feel like updating...too lazy :P
so..now it's the june hols! one month so happy...i think my dear
cons ~~is going~~ has went for her class trip to Cambodia...and i didnt even wish her anything! well i hope she enjoys her trip nevertheless! :)
maybe going to get my extentions with her later when she returns..i alrd
decided what i'm gna get..hehe not telling!:x

anws...my results suck alot..i failed two subjects and got A for two subjects
failed Amaths with F9(?!) and physics with D7,and i got A for CME(haha) and
chemistry...so i was quite sad...den during the parents meeting session,Mrs
Chuah said some stuffs to help me,but i kept really quiet cause i was afraid
i was gna cry:(
like my eyes were a little burning so i was very scared...
my mother said if we scored A's for any subjects,she would give us $25 each(woots!)
but..if we failed any subjects,we would have to pay her $25 each! D:
so since i failed 2 and scored A's for 2...den i wouldnt get any money!!
and now that i'm quite broke and planning to buy many stuffs in the hols...D':
haiz...oh well,i shld be happy that i dont need to pay out money right? right?

eh school has been alright so far :D and i feel quite blessed by
everybody around me..and my toiletfamily just had another name!
which is.........nut family -.- haha Yanhui is nut(original,or so she says),
Jinpei is nutnut,Jiaying is hazelnut,Yongyun is nutcase(o.o"),Huihui
is almond,Sandra is...peanut and i am supernut!
Huihui's name is different cos there's no nut! unless u count it as almond nut...
then me and Qianru(onni),Wailing,Ruiling(onni's friend),and Gomanthi(onni's
friend oso) became the Wonderfuls! cause we love wondergirls...hehe :D
ehh the holidays are so long! i'm so happy but i'm gna miss my dumpling :(
cos i cant go out much i'm sure and even more cant go out with him
right? so...we have to wait one month later i suppose? :)
so terrible...so during this holiday,i plan to sleep! alot! and hm...start my
long awaited thingy which is to clean my room! quite excited haha
enjoy your hols everyone! woohooo :DD

2008-03-07T08:46:00.000-08:00

hooray! holidays are heree~ school's over!
but maybe i shouldnt speak so soon,cos it's just for a week =(
oh,well i suppose it's better than nothing?
but not looking foward much somehow..all i'm gna do in the hols is
to sleep! and.. there's tons of hw to do! D:
really..why cant some teachers understand that a holiday is a holiday
and its for us to rest after all the tests and lessons crammed up
our heads,they just throw hw at us as if we have alot of free time!
of course not all of them thank goodness ;P
but some is really...haiz.. prefer not to say
anws...on to sleep cos tmr i'm going to pasir ris with my family
for some family day yipee it's been months since i've last been there :DD
HAPPY HOLS EVERYONE! :DDDDD

2007-12-31T01:39:00.001-08:00

;They try to pull me away,but they dont know the truth
k! i went m'sia with my family last week,
went to KL to drop off my grandparents, went to cameron highlands
for 2 days,ipoh for two days and back to KL for the rest of the 8 days!
cameron highlands was significantly different from what i expected,
i thought it would be quite grand, with all the um..victorian houses
under the cool mountain breeze which serves good english tea
outside the lobby with some warm baked fresh scones and
some posh restaurants further away..
but not really :/
most of it was farms,and erm..small coffeshops and all that,
quite simple and erm..polluted i would say
the chalet that i stayed was rather good,but it wasnt extremely
well mantained and there were insects(cockroaches,beetles,mosquitoes)
so........it wasnt too good haha
Next day we went to the BOH tea plantation and Kea farm
and over at the farm we saw purple brocollis!! woots!
oh well, the trip was still good overall and the climate was good!(cold and windy)
and thank God it didnt rain when we went up the hill:D

In Ipoh,we stayed in my mother's father's youngest brother and his wife,
Aunty Karen(haha)'s house,it was good!
and we went to this other hse nearby where they
sold this biscuits called hiong beng or smth lidat(cripy biscuits with runny
melted sugar inside)
and burning coconut husks as fuel!(so that it'll be fragrant) yumm~
it's the traditional way to make them:D
but i think that that tradition will be soon be lost into the efficent
technology where everybody will want efficiency and use those
ovens to bake them instead:(
after the visit we went to visit my mother's parent's graves
to give flowers and all...

when we reached KL,we didnt really do much,shopped,
and ate at restaurants and done!
and we spent christmas by going to the curve(a shopping mall,
which i didnt know cos it sounded like a bend in the road-.-)
and i dressed up somewhat like an elf! well,christmas what..
brother and i wore our veryyy old santa hats prancing ard the
whole shopping mall haha! but others were wearing them too ;p
ok,time for pics!

our chalet

haha -_-

where i'm sleeping

the view below..nice eh? :)

what my father picked freshly out of the garden the next day
for my mom! so sweet right!?

beautiful beautiful tea leaves

butterfly garden

and we saw this in the butterfly garden!
a hamster and a beetle living tgt! weird huh,but cute :)

Kea farm

the purple brocolli, have u seen anything like that before??
so unique rite

presenting~ the famous ipoh hor fun!
buahaha yummy, my family and my uncle's
waited like an hour to get this,it was quite good
just that i felt that the gravy was too..um..
gluey @_@

taken with me and my cousins at the Christmas eve
party

the three of them turned when they realised i was holding the
camera..so bad right!

today's the last day of 2007,i cannot believe how fast
time flies, just so strange..
tmr will the first day of 2008,a brand new year
with a new(and possibly old) set of challenges and tasks for everyone
and oh dont even start abt sch..our normal dismissal time then will
be like..3+(?!?!) i think..rawrrr upper sec boo! D:<
boo to you!! haha so childish ><
well this few months i've been rather down,and i dont recall being so down
for such a LONG period of time..since tmr's new year's day
shoo sadness go away gogo, go to a faraway place that we wont
meet,ever!
so that i'll spend the start of the next year happily..wahaha :D
oh ya,
MERRY BELATED CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

2007-11-10T07:11:00.000-08:00

hello everyone!
here to update on the things happening recently
i got into triple science and a maths D:
i never really thought of getting into it..cos ithink those two are quite
practical subjects and i dont really have an interest in them,
i seriously dont think i'll survive amaths next year! cos my maths
kinda sucks ..haha thought that by avoiding that choice
i'd relax a little more but no! well i shouldnt complain so much
that seems ungrateful for being given such a lovely
opportunity so i shall stop =) haha
anw..i appealed to get into f&n but they said if so
deni might have to change class but 3b or 3c but then i'll
have to take abt 6 subjects which is not worth it so i'll just stick
to amaths and triple science eh? *feels quite contented*

oh yeah..went out with wailing on monday with her mom to jec to catch
stardust..just so happens that we were supposed to meet at abt 2pm
but i reached there abt 2.30pm and alas! wailing just arrived too! haha..
anws..stardust was nice, really nice!
i'd give two thumbs up! lol
it's a surprising good show..
oh and i recommended them the bubble tea shop opposite
jec which cons recommended me haha..
i got my green tea ice blended and off to the movie theatre!
inside the movie theatre..although i was wearing jeans,
my shirt was quite thin so i felt the cinema was chilling!
halfway ard the show, i'd start shivering uncontrollably and my
teeth will start chattering! haha, just hope i didnt disturb
the ppl stitting behind me haha!

hm..later met constance at macs den we go arcade and saw pohcheng!
haha..quite surprising..den after that i said goodbye
to wailing and went to the pasarmalam opposite to buy some
foods and walk home with my maid =)

so today we were supposed to go bugis village with constance
accompanied by my father..but we were supposed to meet at 1.45pm but
then my father had to fetch my mother at raffles city or smth
den we could go..as a family =.="'
and later we ate chicken rice at this famous chicken rice place
white steamed chicken was ordered! yay! :D
it tasted quite tender and yummy...but quite fattening =X
but somehow i just felt it tasted a little above average..not like
*wow..so yummy!* those type of things unless the person has
only eaten rough and hard to swallow chicken all the time :/

anw! we all went to bugis junction after eating the yummy chicken rice
and i dno where my father,eldest bro, and second bro disappeared
to..so it's just left my mother, me and constance..in a way..
our outing has been made into their outing..and whenever we
get into the shop we wanted and spending our time there
having fun, my mother will like come out and ask us not to spend so long
inside there and will like make us go out and point to us some shops
and all..and at some point of time cons and i were quite pissed
but yet i cant really blame her cos it's her first time there..lol
later on cons and i had a fun time changing and trying on clothes..but then
later they said they were gna watch stqarduse or smth and drove
cons and i into utter confusion and despair..it was like so rush
and bugis junction and cons and i cant enjoy the way we want to
cos they keep calling us and beckoning us and all that..

we almost nv even got to go to bugis village!!!
that was so angry i tell u..to me it was the last straw cos i had been waiting
for a week snce last week we couldnt go and i was really anticipating
fun things that we're gna do there and then they just came and
spoilt it all for us..even making our three-some trip has been
changed into my family's outing with cons and we didnt even mind
yet they didnt even wna go bugis village in the end cos they said
we wasted time and all that..haiz..
but in the end at least we made a quck trip there and got my electric
blue cardi!! while cons got her erm..shitake battered mushroom slices
i think..lol! it tasted yumyum,and i love my cardi haha!

hm..den later we went home and they all went to catch stardust 9.15pm
show..k..here i end lol...hopefully tmr will be a better day
cos i really feel today's really....really...wasted? oh well
goodbyes! <3

2007-10-28T23:58:00.000-07:00

haiz..feeling a little upset cos i cant go out and
watch movie with amanda they all today cos it's at vivo city lah..
and my mother's oso not free to fetch me there,but i dont think
that's a good excuse..
so a little bored at home..hmm and i asked whether i'm able
to walk leo with Gerry everyday from now on cos it's the hols anw
and i thought i might need some fresh air..outside my house i
mean and a little walk (i'm getting lazyy) D:
but guess what? i woke up the next morning and i asked
her when are we walking the dog and she said she walked leo alrd
so i was like..what?!
and she said my mother doesnt allow me to accompany her to walk leo
cos the supposed car which was following my mother has appeared
around my neighbourhood..so much for that D:
but..then how abt Gerry,why is she still allowed to leave the house then,
and my brother? going out every single day?
ok lah..not to shopping malls but to nearby to play sports..
so unfair right?
can u believe that?just to go out with my maid and walk my own dog
and i cant,yet my mother still keeps lamenting that i
should not have independance cos i dont take care of my pets?
i tried to anyways but my parents just doesnt want me to then why
are they complaining? ok not my father..mostly my mother..
oh well..see how first lah..hope i can go out during the hols?

2007-10-26T07:01:00.000-07:00

;but i still dont miss you yet
well, today's the last day of school!
quit a disappointing day cos i didnt get to take
much photos with my bulky camera!
well, not exactly mine..
anyways today's prize presentation was abit boring haha
abit only.wow, thendral nabbed so many prizes leh..
pro eh and wailing won alot of art prizes as well and topped
the sec2 express level for visual arts..good ah she
( congrats wl!)

okk time for some reflection..

anyways so far, i found this year quite wasted
i mean reallly wasted, i didnt accomplish anything that i had set out for the year
except maybe that i attained better results but that didnt help in anything,
at all. but i'm still quite glad that i improved.
cos last year i got like 30 smth level position, mid year
of sec 2 i got the 18th position,
and now for the end of year i got the 12th position which is goodgoodgood
but i rmbered there was this one time when i received my lit paper,
i received ard 35/50 for that one,i felt i did quite well
but thoughts just suddenly passed through my head and
i felt my eyes burn and tears just kept flowing out
not tears of joy lah
but it's because i know no matter how much i improve,
none of my family will be there to appreciate it n change their view
abt me cos..cos..nv lah , but i know i'll still have my bestie cons!
and well, yup, nobody cared that time lah..not even wl
who was sitting beside me
i dun think she's a type of friend which i can connect with much emotionally
she just turned her head to see me crying and she just looked
back as if nth was wrong..which really made me even more upset
but at least she lent me to listen to her mp3 which made me abit better
lol quite contradictory..
and so that's wad happened,quite silly actually .. ?

so last night, eh no, afternoon ard 5 smth i was lying on me bed(was sick)
thinking abt my whole sec 2 life and abt some various
problems between me and my family and
abt some other things
and just so many things den i cried quite abit, but
then i got tired and fell asleep till the next morning lol
..so i woke up with a heavy heart today
wanted to complete the so called feelings abt our sch and
complete the anti drug poster,but i couldnt
but by the end of the day it wasnt too bad anymore eh :)
well, this year it was quite hard struggling through..
mostly the cause of it is abt friendships

i actually feel quite loved in my clique cos although some pple
'pangsehs' me cos in my clique there are pairs and my
partner so-called leaves me sometimes cos she's closer to the other pair
and also i dont think she really likes me
and all those but then some of them still are able
to walk behind and accompany me or they'll ask me to
go with them and walk which i thank them so much for =)
cos i really know it's hard to just stop yr conversation
and to notice a person being left alone and
are able to just walk behind to accompany them..
other reasons i will not elaborate but one
of the worst things is that after i accepted Christ during the june camp,
i have backslided alot,i'm just not willing to talk to God(not praying),
doing regular QT etc so i feel that all these are the causes
from it but yet i'm still unwilling to turn back cos
i've turned too worldly i suppose n i dont really have much support
in that area so i just continue to backslide which is a badbad thing
i dont even wna go camp lah, cos the ppl there make me feel
so..so..i dno, like i just dun wna be near them if i
can help it, and i feel selfish abt it cos cons is going and....

anyways, cons say that her friend is unable to order the coloured contacts
so it's quite sad but she says that she has borrowed the secret
movie vcd from her friend! yay!
and on a lighter note, we may be going to get our red hair
extentions tmr so i'm super duper excited and the hols are
here! better enjoy eh...
happy hols everyone!
:DD

2007-10-25T01:04:00.000-07:00

hello everybody
yay! EOY's are finally over and the long long hols are coming!
quite looking foward to it but that means it will be one step closer to entering sec 3!
wow time passes so fast, i felt as if i just came into sec 2
and now it's nearing the end of the year, well..sort of, end of the school year
and although the school does hold some
or rather quite a few not so happy memories, i'll still miss it a wholeee load
cos next year we'll be moving to commonwealth sec and the present
hong kah will be demolished! D:
so must quickly take some photos eh
and and the report books are out , my results are
better then last years which is great! by quite alot i think
so it's good isn't it.. :)
tmr will be the last day of sch! have to ask cons to faster
get our coloured contacts arh! hehheh
anw i cant bear to tear myself away from the
school and my classmates
i really love all my classmates no matter how _____ some of them may be
and i would rather not have any other arrangement :)
but i cant, cos of our results oh well
but at least there's still the holidays to look foward to and the many
activities that will take place during that period :)

2007-09-28T23:53:00.000-07:00

; feels like i'm starting all over again
why? why?
why is it always like that?!
haisssssssssss.. i've tried so hard to change,but it seems like you all,
dont seem to understand how hard it was for me..
how hard to put away all my grudges and just change for u all..
yet u all still pick out my flaws continuously..is that what u all can only see?
it's hard..so hard!
yet....yet.. yet u all just simply cant understand
i've stuggled for 3 whole years to try and convince u all but all u think is that
i am rebellious and compare,compare,compare!
yes, i've set my standards lower, too low in fact , yet u all are not willing
to compromise, always giving me those sh*t..
i know u all teng me, and protect me,but it really is too much,
u all changed me!
i'm no more the same! i cant bring myself to be
comfortable socialising with others anymore!
yes, u want me to obey,,i am, arent i?!
but u desire me to obey just like a dog with no views of my
own and i cant take it..
i love u all but i keep thinking of flying away and letting go!
i keep trying to meet yr standards, but when i do finally meet it,
i was so happy, but u just wanted more! but i cant give that much..
cant people make 'mistakes' ? it wasnt even a mistake in the first place!
but u keep saying it over and over again like a broken recorder..
criticising others, but hafent u done more than that?
yet u just keep blaming me saying that i'm the one who caused it all?
yes, i admit! i was wrong to a certain extent,
but that doesnt mean that
you u shld condemned me as if i have done a great
immoral sin ,but i hafent!
and it is so unfortunate to keep brooding over this almost right before
the EOY's..i hope that after this phase,i'll be able to turn back to normal

eek my chinese electronic dictionary is still so....faint even
after i changed the batteries, this is so bad....my chinese papers are
starting on mon!!die alrd. !

2007-09-26T07:33:00.000-07:00

; tralalalas
hello everyone, i'm backkk! :D
may not be blogging too often cause have to
focus on preparing for the EOY's
EOY's! mine's starting next monday with chinese paper 1 and 2
ehhh i feel scared..
oh well, no choice right? and i'm also not the only one anyway~
:D
so far, i've started revising my science and drawn
out my study timetable, hope i'm able to really follow it cause i always dont...
in the past that is(:
must be disciplined i know!
anyways, the hip-hop workshop thingy ended last sat
will really miss it, it was really fun! and quite awkward at times as well :)
ohoh and the teachers say that there may be a post-exam performance,
and we had spent the whole last session to choreograph and practise,
but it had much more steps so it was quite confusing...
hopefully if we arrange another practise session after the exams
that is, that we wouldn't forget!
or else it would be quite disasterous...
most probably i'm gna start on yr quiz after the EOY's k Aijia? :D

and sadly,i'm still quite addicted to bleach..i always suddenly have
a strong craving or rather urge to run home and watch it,even at school..lol
just as my craving for drinking bubble tea..haha
hopefully this is just a phase cause really have to concentrate on the EOY's..
hai..EOY's...but once they're over, we can all have fun!
and hopefully by then, cause i've been studying considerably
harder than last year, that i would be able to let out of the house!
:DD
ahahha fat hope..i would probably still be stuck in there(hopefully not)
but one of the only comforts is that i can sleep in
till veryy late in the morning/afternoon!
till then, study hard, play hard(after the EOY's :D)!

2007-09-15T05:11:00.000-07:00

; an anticipation for precipitation
today had the hip-hop workshop thingy for the NYAA
well,there were four options,
bowling,floorball(something like hockey?),kickboxing and hiphop..
and the hip-hop's in the music room..aircon!
today's the first session and the second and last session will be next sat
although the paper stated 8am to 1pm , but it ended abt 11 plus..sad
oh well..it was fun fun fun! :DD

first we did smth like isolation, followed by lyrical hip-hop,
next we did reggae, and some of us were quite highhh... ahahha
in a way, i prefer lyrical hip-hop
oh oh! and the teacher was great! he kept making
us laugh and he danced and choreographed really well..
he taught us four dances and danced to the songs, Beyonce's irreplacable,
one song i forgot(haha), Sean Paul's get busy, and Missy Elliot's lose control
i must admit that the dance for Missy Elliot's lose control was really fast..
could barely keep up
later on, Mrs Bay came in to watch us!
lol..
well,looking foward to next week's session , hope it'll get better! haha :D

2007-09-08T06:54:00.001-07:00

; unintended
today baked cookies with constance! (though it turned a
little puffy like a mini muffins in the end,but it was still nice,
ehheh)
and did some homework
well..it was quite fun, and a little messy,and we did some amatuer icing!
i guess it turned out quite well(:
then somehow towards the ending ,constance got a little high
and started spouting very articulate words =X
heh heh
but at least in the end i managed to complete my maths hw,
that's an improvement!
so right now i've only left english,chinese and
some science, and it's already saturday!
have been slacking almost the whole week and playing
computer alottt as i'm not able to go out.
hmm..never even did abit of studying,well at least there's still cons!
ahha :D
and i realised i'm addicted to Bleach(not a good thing)!
now i cant concentrate properly anymore..and that's a bad thing..
another distraction!
ok den.. now i keep feeling in a picture taking/sharing mood!
a whole load of pics coming up!

cookie mix with egg and butter

Cookie mix

mixing......

1st batch

1st batch again

2nd batch

baking in the oven..

1st batch baked
( i know its a little burnt lah, haha)

2nd batch baked
(a little more successful!)

getting ready the icing sugar

icing sugar

mixing the icing sugar..

the cookies/mini muffins

big big cookie for constance!

iced cookies

doesnt this look like a ghoul?
(constance's artpiece) :D

constance says this looks
like an elephant bowing to a heart>.<

first batch

second batch

big iced cookie

Constance's worksheets

my stuff

my leg

cons's leg

:DD

ok, its already 12 plus am and i still hafent done my homework!
and i feel really giddy now
i guess i have no choice but to do it now, goodbye then! <3

2007-09-02T02:57:00.000-07:00

; i dont know him anymore

hello everybody! i know i've not been updating
for such a loongg time!
anyway..had cross country on friday and went
around the whole school finding the teachers to give
out the teacher's day presents.
the run through the field was muddy(hehe) and a
few ppl slipped and fell.
den a few silly things happened which made wailing and i quite sad

After cross country went to visit fuhua..mother said
only can go for one hour lah..cos had tuition later on.
was quite empty when we reached(11.30),
ate lunch.oh how much i missed their food!
Later went around with Zacc , Jiahong and Zhiting,went
in the general office to find Mrs Tan with Zhiting den later Jiahong
they all disappear so went to sixth level to
see Mrs Zakria..saw Clara,Amanda,Ella and Sherman and Jane
inside the class talking with Mrs Zakria,den they
signal me to come in,but i dont want lah..
in the end i go lor..but abit awkward.
Finally found my brother together with his friends
den followed him ard the sch to find his teachers ,
left at abt 1.10pm.
den we went to the playground to play,buy ice lollies den go home.
haiz..and my fudgie had passed away on thursday and i feel
very guilty and upset.
My mother told me only when we got home and by the time,
my maid had already thrown the body away...
asked Standley to give me another two hamsters next time
if he has..but still...

Yesterday went to Bugis street with Constance and my father..
was supposed to go at 1.30pm but cos of
some stuffs,delay all the way to abt 5pm.
Cons was upset all the way long.haii..understandable
When we reached, she led us to the shop to buy my skinnies!
wahaha...was quite happy but then i find the
stichings a little too..colourful
Later on, Constance wanted to buy her white bag..
but she didnt really have enough money.then this
nice shop auntie(though i think she didnt really like me) offered
to let a her buy the bag but come back another day
to pay back the remainder..but in the end, she
decided not to buy..
After walking..saw my vest!
so borrowed money from my father to buy..was quite nice..
it actually also looked quite nice on Constance..
Then Constance got very hungry..
Later, we went to this hawker centre to eat.
i ordered sweet and sour hor fun while cons ordered the ramen
and chesnut water.nice hoh?:D
my father bought a claypot thingy and an iced coffee..
it was quite filling and i couldnt manage to finish all.
Later went toilet for a little can-whoring and den we went home!

and today some funny thing happened in the morning..
when i was brushing my teeth, my retainer dropped into the
toilet bowl,lol!
had to go to Leo's cabinet and get the latex gloves
to fetch it up and scrubbed it many times..eek!
haha

daddy's bak kut teh

constance's ramen

my hor fun(:

cons enjoying her food

Random

(badly photoshopped)
well doesnt that make u happy just looking at it? =)
eh heh heh..jk

update
my progress report results..i know it's a little late
english- 66 (B3)
chinese-67 (B3)
maths-76 (A1)
science-90.3 (A1)
history-82.5 (A1)
literature-63 (B4)
d&t-82 (A1)
art-68 (B3)

i guess i'm quite satisfied with the results but my maths
is just a borderline A1 so really need to jiayou..
but i guess i got better results this time round as most of the tests are easier:)
and thank God for no failures, all glory goes to Him
and the shimmering eyeliners finally arrived
yay~ :) hahaa

2007-07-05T19:59:00.000-07:00

Hello everyone, i'm in the computer lab now, doing the recording for the picture presentation for the oral.In the air-con room..hahaha:D
i'll probably write a better post later when i get home,
bye everyone!
:D:D:D:D:D

2007-05-04T07:46:00.000-07:00

; i'm over your lies
changed my layout,finally :D
today had english paper1 and science paper
the letter writing was hard,i forgot the concept,
cause mdm usha didnt really teach us the format of letter
writing clearly, so i had to
try and recall it from last year.When i reached
school, i asked some of my friends and
finally got the answer..but it was a little last minute.
stayed up last night to mug for my science paper and my face grew a pimple D:
luckily it wasnt so obvious today. yayy ((:

For the english compo, i didnt think i wrote it well..i chose the title"escape", but in the end i wrote abt smth like i was returning home from my friends birthday party at night, suddenly i hear footsteps, i ran trying to escape when that stranger turned out to be my friend saying i left my handphone at her house..
it sounds way out of point..
hope that at least i can pass.Somehow, i found the science paper easier,maybe cause i studied more for it?
I hope that i'm able to do well for the rest of the papers , cos i'm sure my english and chinese is not gna turn out well..
just feeling so stressed over this MYE, i even studied harder for this than during psle..
but somehow, even if i do put in alot of effort in trying to pay more attention during lesson, it would not pay off, because i would still forget some parts .
i feel that only by last minute revision that more information can get into my head.
weird huh?:)
haiz..

supposed to revise for my maths now, but since
its a friday, i decided to take a break by playing
some computer, and so far, i've played since 1plus pm till now!
quite suprised..the MYE's are gna end next thurs..
come soon, oh come soon, so that we can
have our hols earlier x)

it's getting late, better turn in early, science
tuition tmr..
study hard everyone! remember?
study hard, play hard :D

2007-04-20T01:09:00.001-07:00

;now i'm so empty cause you had your fill
school today was fine
was more involved at the ball games during pe.. for once =)
had chinese test after sch.. was quite hard unfortunately
and there was this newspaper article!!
had to rite down yr thoughts regarding that article.. hard!
i think i'm gna fail again...)=
i wonder why do i keep failing my chinese ?
haiz..maybe i'm just too lazy, or i'm just no
more good at my chinese
sad, really

sunday
had teenz retreat after church
went to benjamin chung's house
and on the bus ride there, something really funny
happened..
we saw a bus driver on a bus just beside us..
and cons waved at him ,then i waved
then the busdriver took down his sunglasses and
smile and waved back at us!!!
den we kept squealing
so cuuteee !
lalala~ (=
teenz retreat was fine, supposed to celebrate con's
b'dae, but unfortunately the rest
had forgotten.. boo.. =((
but fortunately they hafent forgotten my bro's b'dae!
wahahhaa

tuesday
syf at NUS !!!!
reached sch at 6.30am
changed into our costumes first, den clara's maid helped us to
tie our hair before we put on our make-up
i look like a demon wearing that make-up!
and the make-up made my eyes and face really itchy..
> =(
practised once more at the hall and took
plenty of photos !
then the sch bus arrived ,set off
ard nine thirty, and took a five to ten
min drive there
was really really nervous that my heart
was gna jump out..
the stage was super super huge, like two and a half
badminton court and i couldnt see the audience
because it was so dark
it was really scary, and exhilarating at the same time,lol

the school before us, geylang medodist, was pretty good
then we began to feel alot of pressure.
When it was our turn to dance,i rmb there was this stupid
part where we were supposed to grab our skirts and spin..
but i just could not grab it.. it kept falling down )=
haiz.. i think overall, we were not that bad..
and we got a silver!
woots ~
heh heh heh..

on a sader note.. MYE's coming !!
=(
have to do extra revision..
but here i am playing the computer, haiz..
better stop now.. and start my revision
cyas next time ! <3

2007-03-04T23:35:00.000-08:00

; remember us
omg , so sorry for not posting so long .
was quite busy and somehow , i've lost my blogging touch , so may
not be blogging so often , maybe once in a few weeks ?
but , still do visit and tag to keep this blog alive !

hmm .. mdm usha gave us back our papers, and richard told me that for
my english ca1 , i had gotten a pathetic 50 plus T.T"'
and on one of the compo's , mdm usha commented that i keep
writing I as "i" like in sms language.
the same old mistake !
nvm .. work harder karen !!
you can do it ! .. or not
Khairul kor oso doesnt seem so pleased wif his results
although his results is better than mine =)
kor !~ work harder too , kayys ?

anw .. the march hols are approaching!
but it's only for a week , and there's chinese dance from mon to fri !!
mon to thurs - 1pm -4pm
fri - 9 am -12 pm
hais .. anw , i most prob cant go out in the hols , so the chinese dance
shld help me pass the time more meaningfully.

Cons and i haf oso planned this sat after tuition ,
to go to omnimax theatre !!
well , it's been ages since i last went to science centre , and
the omnimax theatre .
and i'm not even sure that the omnimax theatre is still there,
or is it broken down to build smth else . lol

anw .. haf to go play audi now ~
bye everyone <3

2007-01-16T00:57:00.000-08:00

; my life just hasnt been the same , oh baby no
ok , i'm back to blog !
and upon god-daddy's request , i shall blog abt sch ..
quite late , yes
anw .. this year, the form teacher remains the same
and now our class has two more guys , last half year ,
there was only 6 boys, and now there's 8
better lah ..
and most of the classmates stayed the same
still the same sch bag , no money lah , lol
most of the teachers stayed the same except for
geo , science , eng , art ,
well , actually , its quite alot

and feel really happy to be reunited with my grouppie !
and dearest friends !
a big mwarkks to them all !
<3
i'm not les okay .
lol !

and due to the new batch of sec ones ,
the sec ones and sec twos are wearing that blue uniform ..
still prefer the old uni
our new uni , really looks like its a copy of
yuan ching's ..
and not used to be sec two !
i dont want to graduate !
i want to be sec one !
but i dont wna retain ..
i keep on thinking abt all the things that happened the past year ..
bitter and sweet ..
sour and salty , lol
and i just feel so pitiful for the sec ones that
they're gna suffer in their innocence
until reality gives them a slap on the face ..
hais .. things just pass like that ..

the chapters we have to learn are even harder ..
and it seems that in class , i seem to daydream more and more
dont blame me okay !
its in my nature .. thats how i miss out so
much on wad the teacher's teaching ..

maybe because i need more sleep ?
lol !

i guess i have to end here .. bye

# <3

2006-12-23T02:22:00.000-08:00

just came back from camp !
benefited alot spiritually there ,
and there were times when things seemed awkward ,
and things that i rather not know ,lol .
the camp lasted six days and by the third day i was sick =.= "'
and and , cons and i got sick together !!
lol
i think it was the outing , it was so hot !
and the water ( packet) served at where the outing was
tasted like medicated oil (!!)
eew!
so i just drank 3/4 of it and watered the grass with the rest ..
den when we all went back , my throat was very sore ,
runny nose , headache , limp .
so Sis Molly told us to rest in our dorms and we ate
two tablets of panadol cold ..

the next morning , we both began to feel warm ,
didnt noe if we had fever , cos we didnt have a thermometer ..
den my nose became blocked , so we ate the pei pa koa
or smth lidat
i ate it twice ..
the next day , i had pheglm
and wanted to puke .
my throat was so hoarse that i sounded like croaking
when i was talking ..
it was so terrible !!
so at night i ate two more panadol cold ..

and well .. this morning , i had no voice !!
totally no voice ..
den later somehow .. i could speak , lol
but it was still croaking .. of course
and some pples said i sounded like my bro !!

so now , still coughing , still have phlegm ,
blocked nose and runny nose ..
obviously , the panadol didnt work =.= "'

and tmr there's the nativity play !!
and i'm in the ypc ( choir)!
hope tmr , my throat gets better

owh owh !!
and there was a candle light dinner
each of us were paired with someone according
to our height and they would sit opp and serve us food !
my date kept "straying" and go to other tables to
pinch off other pples plates ..
and cons's "husband" fed her date that cubed cold ham
and pineapple on the satay stick ..
lol

and between cons and i ,
cons was the one who brought the cam so i couldnt
take pics..
hopefully , i could get her to send me some pics .. :p

owh , and i may be going on a short hiatus ..
cos i have to rush my hol hw !!
and prepare for sch ..

and abt the pics for the australia trip ,
i will post them up soon , so wait !
lol ..
gta slp now ,
night night everyone (:

2006-12-06T03:42:00.000-08:00

really sry for the lack of updates , was pretty busy ..

returned from 2 weeks of australia a few days ago .

on the day of the flight , there was church and teenz retreat ,
couldnt accompany cons for the teenz retreat cos
had to set off ard 6pm and my parents insist that they fetch me hme early
cos i have to clean the hse , though in the end i didnt ..
heh heh :p

so reached the airport at 8 plus and bought some things there ,
did some other things before getting into that waiting
rm for abt 30 mins .
Sat there with nothing to do except daze , lol

abt 11.50pm , boarded the plane ,and it took off at
abt 12.20am .
and yes , its a night flight , haha

reached Brisbane Airport at ard 9 plus am australian time ,
before driving our 'rented' car to the Radisson Hotel .

the first week was spent in Gold Coast ; at the radisson hotel ..
there was this super super cute parrot at the lobby ,
and i'd keep stroking it with my finger , lol .
the weather in the morning and night is really cold ; as in the wind
it's freezing cold ..
but in the afternoon , it's pretty hot lah , so it's not so bad

during our stay ,we had a buffet where i ate ard 12 plus oysters ,
it's not rlly alot though, oh wells ,
and many many other things .
so , over there , did and bought quite some things .

did horse-riding .. where the horses climbed hills , and the sun
there was scorching hot .
sat on a white horse named Grace , and its so cuteee !!
haha .
the horse-riding lasted ard one and
a half hours plus , but i pity the horses ,
they had to cross through a pond of water filled with pebbles , and
they had to climb up and go down the hills , ouch .

went to a tour where they took us to the Currumbin Wildlife Sanctuary
where we could feed lorikeets( sp ?)
the park attendants gave us like .. a metal tin of milk where
the lorikeets will fly down to lick up the milk ,
at a point of time , there were two lorikeets on my head with
their sharp claws and all , and i was so afraid that they
may drop poo on my head and break my record, but fortunately
they didnt =x
lol
we oso we able to feed and pat the kangeroos , joeys , and they're so cute !
they have such long eyelashes , and two of them were pregnant !
haha
we oso went to a chocolate and honeybee factory which is oso inside the Currumbin
Wildlife Sanctuary .

after that , we went to the fruit farm to see the unique fruits ,
there was this chocolate fruit that you can only eat when it's
' mashmellow ' soft
it's brown in colour , just like chocolate , and if you mix it with
dairy products ,
eg ; vanilla ice cream , milk ,
den it'll really taste like chocolate , yum yum .

we den went to the glow worm cave , and the worms were glowing !
lol , and they make silk threads with sticky mucus ; kinda like a
spider's web , to stick they're prey .

one of the days , we went to some seasides , and they were
really pretty =)
heh heh
and oso visited seaworld !
well , there was seaworld , dreamworld , wet n wild , movie world
and more, but chose seaworld .
those marine creatures inside are so interesting , haha
and !
over there
i.saw.christopher.lee
well , actually my bro spotted him first .

he was abt 2 metres away okay ?!
and i wanted to ask for a pic , but the cam no more batteries lerhs !!
den ask my mom for paper and pen , and before she reacted ,
he.was.gone
argh !!
suay . suay . suay . suay ) :
* bangs head on wall *
argh !
hais , too late , well , at least i got to see him live yea ?

when that one week was up , we flew jetstar to Melbourne ,
where we stayed with my aunt .
we usually spent our time there slacking ..
well , we did a little shopping and went to the city and took the tramp .

on the day we arrived , we went to the botanical gardens where
there was two marraiges were being held ..
it was beautiful , and there was this tree that was on a metal support
which was 140 plus years old !

and we went to see the penguins at Phillip Island !!
they were really really cute ..
but yr heart kinda breaks when you hear the penguins calling ;
practically screaming , just to hear a voice that's recognisable to
find they're way back home ..
and those stupid seagulls who keep attacking them for the
food that they've went to antartica to collect earlier
and to 'kidnap' they're children for food .

so after that two weeks , we flew SIA back again .

we didnt buy any clothes throughout this trip ..
bought other things though ..
and the pressies !!
hehees ..
spent quite alot of money on those ..

will be posting pics up soon
till den , cyas :D

2006-11-17T09:01:00.000-08:00

; truly , madly , deeply do
so today's the end of the four day chinese dance practice for this month,
really tiring , and ard my body are many bruises and my muscles are
aching real badly .
but at least i have done something productive in the hols ,haha .

and as usual , the hols are pretty boring , rotting at home .
quite lucky that i managed to go out , but that's not really counted
cos either my mom or my bro must follow :/
took some neos with wailing and simin yesterday ,
also watched step up !!
was pretty nice , but sad at one part , but the ending was really really nice .
recomended to watch ! =D

later went arcade and played daytona , and the music button
thingy game , and house of the dead !
was kinda scary and disgusting but more used to it already , haha .
and for one player is $1.55 !
.. or so i think , lol

but i was really disappointed with myself cos my mom said that she
would pick me up at 4.30pm ( despite my many objections and protests ) ,
but i kinda like got abit carried away , and oso took a long time to cut and
divide the neos between ourselves , so in the end went down
at 4.55pm , 25 mins late .
my mom was already parked there waiting for me .
i had to reach home fast cos my mom needed to do her night shift
which starts ard 6.30pm to the next morning .
not only i'm sure that my parents would never ever trust me again ,
i'm oso sure that i wont be going out animore during the hols ..
hopefully not ) :
aiai arh , group arh , jie arh , darling arh , kor arh !
dont think can go out animore leh , sobsob .
hais ..
just leave everything to God , right =)

owh yes , going overseas to australia this sun ard midnight ,
and hafvent finished packing yet .
anybody interested in sending me to the airport ? (:
nah , no need lah, just kidding , lol .
gna miss all of u guys !
) =
anw , it's late now and haf to sleep early for tmr's tuition ,
goodnight then
xDD

2006-11-08T07:54:00.000-08:00

Huihui made me do this quiz, so here goes.

1.Single,taken or crushing?
single
2.Are you happy with your life now?
haha, definitely not
3.When you meet the right person ,will you fall for him/her fast?
hmm .. yea (:
4.Have you had your heart broken?
many times; friendship , relationship
5. Do you believe there are circumstances where cheating love is acceptable?
no.
6.Would you take someone back if he/she cheats on you?
maybe
7.Have you talk to another person about marriage before?
yea , my beloved friends=)
8.Do you want children?
yup
9.How many?
hmm .. one son and one daughter, if i can take the pain that is ..
10.Would you consider adoption?
depends
11.If someone likes you right now, what do you think is the best way for him/her to let you know how his/her feelings?
err.. admit it? but do it in a sincere and decent way (:
12.Do you enjoy getting into relationships?
depends lah , while it's nice to have someone to love you and
stuffs but it may not always turn out that way:/
13 .Be honest.what did you and your ex did?
erm .. talk , walk around ?
14.Do you believe in love at first sight?
no , unless you mean infactuation ?
15.Are you romantic?
dno ..
16. Do you believe you can change someone?
hopefully
17.If you could marry somewhere,where would it be?
Japan, Rome , Paris , New Zealand
18.Do you easily give in when you're fighting?
sometimes , but depends on the situation lah
19.Do you have feelings for someone right now?
hmm ..
20.Have you ever wish you could have someone but you messed it up?
dont think so
21. Have you broken a heart?
dont think so
22.One day if your best friend fall in love with he/she that you are deeply in love with.What would you do?
just see wad happens , or maybe i'll just give up .
23.Are you missing someone right now?
hmm .. yea
Now you have to ask 5 friends to do this survey on their blog.Write down their names below .Tag them in their blog to let them know and DON'T stop doing this survey.This survey have been going around .It made people occupied.Get started.
And the 5 lucky people are:
1.Constance
2.Aijia
3.Shuhuii
4 & 5 , and anybody who wants to do this (:

2006-10-29T19:55:00.000-08:00

i guess this time it really is goodbye
hoho, yesterday after church went with family and cons to
imm .
smth stupid happened on the way , while on the car ,
i just simply glanced at the car right beside us ,
and the woman sitting there diao-ed and glared at me
like wtf is her prob lah , siao .
later cons and i kept giggling abt that crazy woman , like lol .

upon reaching imm , cons and i walked around finding
shops recruiting workers .
managed to find two , elementz and aries, but they both
said that either they didnt accept students or that
they wanted a full-time permanent workers .
For elementz , the working hours was from 10am to 10pm (!!)
ok, well, or smth like that lah .
well, anw . both of the staff were really nice (:
explaining to us and all .

later went jp to find , but unfortunately they did not have any .
i mean , not even one !
hais .. so to kill time , went into dno wad value save shop ,
and man , the things there were so cheap !
like one pouch the size of a standard pencilcase for $0.50!
and one box of hair dye for 8 plus dollars !
mommy ! i want buy (: anw . it's now the hols , so why not (:
haha , let's just see if i have enough money to buy lah , cos
have yet to buy my esprit tote ( which is now on sale ! *sqeals * (: ) and
my red/black fbts .
oh oh ! and my beloved samuel and kevin top , it's on 50% sale now !!
- double squeals :DD
haha, ok i'm crazy .

ahems , ok back to the story .
so after walking for a few rounds , both decided to get a bubble tea at
a stall called cool ,lol .
did not bring my wallet so daddy paid for me !
haha, thanks daddy ! (:
cons had strawberry milk tea , two bros had honeydew milk tea ,
and i hadthe good ol' pearl red milk tea ; my long time fav (:
was really nice , and the pearls ,
oh , it was like so chewy lah , den on the pillar was a newspaper article
which some dno wad bubble tea tasters will taste bubble teas at various
hot bubble tea joints and rate them , and below at the article is
wad it means .
eg . five bubble tea cups - excellent
four bubble tea cups - not bad
and so and so , and guess wad one bubble tea cup meant ?
>
>>
>>>
>>
>
*drumroll*
the longkang tastes better
omg , that's like so bad lah .
cons spotted that longkang thing first, lol
well, luckily none of them had the rating of one bubble tea cup
*clears throat*
ok, i know i'm lame :/

next were gna try out JEC and all the blahhs places .
i want to find a job !
wait no , cons and i want to find a job !
so if you all spot any recruitment spots for part-time workers that students are oso
welcomed , den inform me, kkays ? :D

2006-10-28T05:43:00.000-07:00

It's really good to hear your voice saying
my name it sounds so sweet, coming from the lips of an angel
sorry for the serious lack of updates ,
the reason being not in the mood for blogging , again , yes i know.
hmm .. so to make up, will post a reaaaally long post .
good luck reading and hope you dont fall asleep halfway .
24/10/06
went vivo today with family , ate lunch at chervons first .
walked ard before settling into a restaurant .
ordered many many dishes .
14 dishes .. i think , luckily we were pretty much able to finish .
if i'm not wrong, they were sharks-fin soup (i know i'm not supposed
to eat it, but just once in a blue moon is pretty fine ? i guess ..)
, venision , prawn salad ( they had wasabi mixed with cream for the dressing , wow ) ,
chilli crab , chilli prawns , carrot cake, noodles , crispy chicken , spicy jellyfish with spicy baby octopuses on top of it , mixed vegetables with mushrooms and fishmaw , seabass , dno wad , and dessert .
for the dessert they had like your own self-making ice-kacang , like there were many tall containers with the diff stuffs that you would usually put in ice-kacangs

eg . chin chow , corn , different coloured syrups ,red bean paste , diff coloured and flavoured jellies in cubes.
and also an ice-blender with an ice bucket right beside it , how innovative !
something like a D.I.Y thing lah .

well, right opp the table was the corner for the red bean soup .
i tried both , both were nice , but for the ice-kacang , the ice was abit too .. corse , but still nice though (:
the red bean soup was really nice , it was thick and smooth , yet light
with a touch of milkiness in it , yum yum (:
in total, we spent around a grand total of ...
two hours there !
i could sense that the waiters and waiteress were getting really sick and irritated of us staying there for so long, haha

later proceeded to vivo,
something weird happened . when we went into the underground carpark ,
the radio stopped playing , my dad said that cos the
concrete floor above the carpark was too thick for the radio frequency to go through
therefore the radio went blank .
vivo was really really big ..
walked till my legs felt like it was going to break ,lol .
and at top level , the scenery was really beautiful ,
could see the cable cars and yachts passing , there was
also some shallow pools for children to play .

anw . bought two jackets ,one red one from U2 ,
and one half jacket from G2000 .
took some photos too, but currently theres a little prob with it,
so after i corrected it den maybe i'll post them back up .

2006-10-21T01:11:00.000-07:00

today was really fun!
no tuition today cos of the public holiday so went out with cons!
was actually supposed to go swimming today, but cos of some
reasons, changed our mind to JEC.
well, of course my mom had to follow but anyways .
ate kobayashi first, ordered the
usual scramble while cons had the omellet.
couldnt finish though,how wasteful:/
den later took neos! our second ones
was really really nice! so happy:D
cos that rarely happens.
maybe later i'll scan them?
so later waited for my mom to finish buying her dessert
in kopitiam den walked home(:
such a nice day, esp to divert myself from all the stress.
i think maybe i'm going high, haha

2006-10-20T03:39:00.000-07:00

sorry for the lack of updates cos i wasnt really in the mood for blogging
shucks, failed three papers ):
maths, lit, and chinese
really really disappointed lah, never had so bad results before .
but i think overall pass all the subjects. but on mon theres
the dno wad promotional exercise for teachers to gather together and
discuss abt each of the student whether they shld remain or go normal acad.
really scared drop to normal acad, my parents will definetely kill me, and
most likely throw me out of the house
well, actually i'd been wishing to get chased out of the house to save
me the trouble from running away, but that's not the point.
i wna faster graduate and go work . lol
today many weird things happened
anw . khairul kor was very kind enough to lend
me his white puma bag for todays class excursion, was
allowed to wear shorts and track shoes :D
the planned venue was supposed to be at the east coast park and
we oso planned to play waterbomb and ride bicycle but
very unfortunately the PSI was too high which was
80, so the venue was changed to science centre.
and i thought that early morning rain would help
clear away some of the haze.
well, in the morning assembly was really lucky cos
i was so caught up in my stuffs that i had forgotten to bring
my storybook!
actually quite some ppl did not bring but we were not punished to stand up
phew .. was really scared.
Nisa even passed me a postcardsize bookmark abt quitting
smoking and Taufik as the ambassador to help me concentrate on my
'looking down' to make it seem that i'm reading a book,lol
anw . thanks nisa loads
The science centre was quite nice lah, though abit boring
cos we'd been there for many times already
anw . some of us, er-erm the crazy ones, went into the waterworks
khairul kor was there too! lol
then theres this thing on the floor that squirts out the water
den i just went right through it den i got dripping wet,seriously!
owhh yes, saw junjie and timothy there too, they're like
in the same sch? hmm. didnt know
and in the waterworks there's this machines
that emits cool air to dry you, stood there for abt a min?
with that irritating khairul blocking the air,lol
so later he and i played chasing around the waterjets there again
and got myself even more wet.
there was even water in my shoes lah, so later stood at the
huge drying machine with so many retards blocking the air, LOL
so stood there for ard 2 mins, and my effort was futile, cos i
was still so wet! but luckily no more dripping wet(:
so quickly rushed to the toilet and changed my pants, cos later
i'll have to sit on the bus and well, there will leave a
temperary mark(i hope) , haha
when i came, the bus had already arrived
initially wanted to find that long maze, but couldnt find it ):

owhh yes, qian nian lao yao SUCKS!
misunderstand students den still want scold, stupid sia.

2006-10-14T02:31:00.000-07:00

shucks, iman made me do this quiz, so here goes

01. full name: karen chia yuin yuin
02. name backwards: niuy niuy aihc nerak
03. were you named after someone: my mom told me i was named after one of her friends.
04. meaning of name: dunno
05. nickname: carrot, [[ freedomless//-}.
06. screen name: ♥L lttle slippers .and tight jeans
07. D.O.B: 31.o7.93
08. place of birth: mount elizabeth hospital
09. nationality: s'pore pr
10. current location: in my bro's room
11. star sign: Leo
12. religion:Christian
13. height: 160cm
14.weight: 41kg
15. shoe size: dunno
16. hair colour: blackish brownish darkblue-ish
17. eye colour: dark brown
18. who do (people say) you look like: dunno. my bro?
19. innie or outtie: perferably outtie
20. leftie or rightie: rightie, was once both though:/
21. gay, straight, bi or others: straight, i hope
22. best friends: cons,aijia,amanda
23. best friend you trust most: cons
24. favourite pals: yongyun,jiaying,jinpei,sandra,huihui, and wailing
25. best friend of opposite sex: guess should be my god-daddy,siang ding
26. best buddies: besties and pals
27. boyfriend or girlfriend: currently no.
28. crush: er-erm
29. parents: ?..
30. worst enemy: somebody.
31. favourite online guy: hmm.khairul?
32. favourite online girl: besties and pals.
33.craziest friend: jinpei and yongyun!
34. advice friend: besties,pals, and friends(:
35. loudest friend: hmm.aijia? amanda,cass and much more
36. person you cry with: besites,pals, and friends
37. any sisters: sadly,none
38. any brothers: two older
39. any pets: leo,my beloved doggie(:
40. any disease: hope not.
41. pagers: erm...
42. personal phone line: no
43. cell phone: confiscated)):
44.pool or hot tub: both?.. haha
45. a car: dont think i would want a car?
46. your personality: emotional,crazy yet shy and quiet,insecure.When meeting ppl for the first time, will be really shy and quiet, but after opening up, will be really talkative.
47. driving: hmm, dunno
48. room: my own room?
49. what's missing: handphone and freedom!
50. school: hkss
51. bed colour: erm...white?
52. relationship with parents: pretty bad
53. believe in yourself: no
54. believe in love at first sight: no
55. good listener: sometimes,but not too good for giving advice.
56. get along well with parents: not exactly..
57. save email conversations: nope
58. pray: yea...
59. believe in reincarnation: no.
60. make fun of people: erm,dunno
61. like to talk on the phone: yea(:
62. want to get married: yup
63. like to drive: erm,havent tried yet
64. motion sickness: yea,when i was small, a little now
65. eat stem of broccoli: yea
66. eat chicken with fork: sometimes, when the occasion calls for me to be prim and proper
67. dream in colour: mostly?..
68. type with your fingers on home role: huh?
69. sleep with stuff animals: only one. the rest are in the glass cabinet.
70. next to you: my eldest bro.
71. on the walls of your room: limegreen and sunset yellow
72. on your mousepad: a silver Logitech logo
73. dream car: dunno
74. dream date: hmm...
75. dream honeymoon spot: japan or rome, but better if can tour the world,haha
76. dream husband or wife: hmm.*censored*
77. bedtime: anytime i want
78. under your bed: some cardboard boxes
79. single most important question: varies
80. bad time of a day: when i'm pissed and/or irritated
81. your worst fear: the supernatural, spiders, flying cockroaches,pain, parental talks, diseases
. etc etc
82. the weather is: normal, kinda cloudy or hazy
83. time: 6.18pm
84. date: Oct 14
85. best trick did on someone: when amanda and i tricked wailing that there was a housefly in her coke, and she spat it all out.
86. theme song: er...
87. hardest thing about growing up: more responsibilities and hardships, and forgo childlishness
88. funniest experience: in the p5 camp when cons and i told the instuctor who didnt allow us to take a shower cos we needed to help push dunno wad for the flying fox, permission to go up and take a quick shower and he said no, so we just said that we just go out awhile and drink water cooler, but instead, we took a long shower and chatted in our dorms while the rest of the group continued pushing downstairs. hees, those days..
89. scariest experience: forgot?
90. silliest thing you have ever said: i said many silly things in my life.
91. scariest thing while you are with your friends: er...
92. worst feeling: being ignored, heartbroken, regret, pity for your ownself, helplessness, being embarrassed and humiliated, lonliness, nostalgia
93. best feeling in the world: being loved and loving someone back, being pampered, hugs and kisses, helping someone out, and having freedom.
95. choose 8 people to do the quiz: erm, anybody who wants to do this(:

2006-10-09T23:47:00.000-07:00

haha, the true meaning of traffic signs, taken from danial's blog. :D

2006-10-08T19:57:00.000-07:00

everytime she closed her eyes; she saw what could have been
two days ago went to keppel club again with cons, clarence and jon.
first went to the jacuzzi, didnt felt so shiok anymore though :/
cons complained it was very hot, haha, later we played truth and dare, not very fun as they all did not want to answer or do many of the juicy questions and dares, but still got out some juicy secrets nevertheless, heheh.
later played badminton, was oh so quiet, and no music whatsoever, so had to resort to playing the piano;tried to play michelle branch's 'all you wanted', and dance and sing like some crazy woman -.-"'
later played a.e.i.o.u , how childlish...and fun ((:
it really brightened our moods,haha
remembered the last time i played that was when i was...p3?.. lol
after that had dinner, ate fish and chips.
Cons had an ice blended double fudge mocha, grrr...so jealous
den went LAN gaming for thirty mins although intended to play for two and a half hours, well, it was already...9.30pm?..
my dad called and gave me scolding on why i'm so late, but i had already called him a long time ago and he said when i'm ready to come home, i'll call him, so obviously i'm not ready, and he calls me and scolds me?.. wtf
so told him i'll come home by 10.05pm, super shitx lah.
was chatting on msn when suddenly times up and the com suddenly freezed, den i was like omg, later the next person who slots in the money and uses the com can use my msn!
so no choice lah, slot in another dollar to sign out my msn, and let a lucky soul be able to use the com for a free 30 mins...
so later clarence's parents fetched cons and i home, reached home around 10.45pm, cos had to walk cons home too,cos she was scared, heh.(:
planning to copy jie and turn gothic, hmmm.
ok, pics, taken from cons blog

owh yea, cons btw, my hp's confiscated for five years , lucky girl.

2006-10-06T03:15:00.000-07:00

once upon a year gone by, she saw herself give in
woots! the EOY's have finally ended , must enjoy the remaining days as a sec 1 pupil,before it's too late.
ahh, i dont wna go sec two, yet..i dont wna stay in sec one either, i wna repeat this year again, relive my utter innocence and slowly change to smth different.
anyways,after sch went with cons to JE ate kobayashi, ate the usual scramble and cons ate the omelet, took our first neos too! :D
initially, cons wanted to go This fashion to buy a skirt to match the new shirt she has, decided on a khaki flowy balloony skirt(lol) , but it was so ex! fifteen dollars , dunno why This fashion's things now so ex lo..
later walked around and went to imm, omg it looks so posh now lo..i want that esprit limegreen bag! (:
so many nice things, hehe.
two days ago, cons' mother ordered some catered Thai food from her friend and brought it specially for us, and it was very nice (:
the sausage and egg was really springy, well, and everything was very well.hehe
owhh yes, the satisfactory neos.

2006-10-03T23:48:00.000-07:00

heh, late post, was caught up doing last minute revision.
the MT , geo, maths, and eng paper are so hard! most probably i will fail all, really scared will retain or drop to normal next year.
today's maths paper, had no time to complete the last qn, and it was worth 10 marks!
that is very very bad.
but just hope tmr's eng paper and fri's paper can work out, haish.
two more days till the EOY's finish .

people ask why i put up with all this shit,
but the reason i do so is because i love you and
if you cant even acknowledge and respect that fact,
i dont know how the rest of this road's gna be like, you know?
bet you didn't know small things like remembering to smile and
say hi mean the world to me

2006-09-30T03:07:00.000-07:00

everything, but faded
You were all that could be said to me,
but it was my faiyrtale broken.
This feeling's now so empty,
i realise i'm finally awoken.

Thinking it could recover,
too bad we didn't have any fate by chance.
Ended up drifting further,
this foolish wish that had no more meaning to hunt.

I kept my promise, did you?
said our hearts will be linked forever.
This past i will leave still,
no more something we could feel.

Oh, but when it seems to go,
i could have already guessed.
This story of ours told me so,
forgetting it is the best.

haha, just a little poem i thought of while falling asleep, lol.
not very good but anyways.

2006-09-30T00:21:00.000-07:00

omg omg omg, just look at this
masterpiece by cons, her first vector
omg, so pretty!
shall not post her second vector of the guys, cos it looks abit weird, like the people had some kind of skin disease :X
haha (:

2006-09-29T03:01:00.000-07:00

the EOY's are in three days time !
and i havent started mugging,and havent been paying attention to the lessons, and havent been doing my homework, i'm going to die!
cons said that clarence asked if tmw we can go kepel club again, half swimming, half study.
but dont think i can go tmr cos i guess there's dental appointment after my tuition?
ah, shucks
i want go kepel club!!!
p.s i thank the kind and giving soul/souls for increasing my hugs by well, many , shows that you love hugging too,haha ((:

2006-09-25T04:39:00.000-07:00

two days ago together with cons met up with some church friends.
dad drove cons and i to the Bukit Batok mrt, cons den wanted to buy a drink.
at first to save time we went to a side stall that sells newspapers, drinks all that, and asked how much is one bottle of drink, and the aunty said $1.30, den we were like ok, and walked away while mumbling abt the price of the drinks, den we went seven eleven where cons thought the drinks would be so much cheaper , in the end when we went there and checked,it was $1.70 =.="'
that was so funny, and she still bought a pink dolphin bottle drink there.
owh, and we were also the earliest there (:
later the guys came, and reminded us abt the basic dress code for clubs, and we were like...omg
well apparantly, cons had forgotten, i didn't even know clubs had a dress code, we were also wearing slippers.
later boarded the mrt and cab to the kepel club. the taxi driver was really nice talking with us and all (:
when it was time foe swimming and we had to strip off our clothes, we both (guys and me and cons) were reluctant to strip, den later cons and me turned around to give them respect for their modesty,haha
we only striped after they jumped in the pool, and swam to the far end before and went into the pool.
cons and i chatted in the pool and later rushed to the jacuzzi, and owh, it was so shiok!
me and cons said it at the same time (:
the water was like so warm, like it was heated or something, so later the guys came and we joked around with the topic 'abs and six pacs' , where thy said we were addicted to six pacs -.-"'
later went to play billard only for a little while like 15 mins?.. or less
over there, there was a guy who was very vulgar, he said' knnbccb before saying the f word' while banging the poker stick on the floor
...
haha
later went LAN gaming, one dollar for half an hour, as usual ,the com was so addictive
we played for abt one and a half hours before proceeding to have our dinner
ordered the special brewed coffee,seafood spaghetti and red bean soup, asked clarence to order for me, and he was like so struggling with the waiter lo.. haha, and and and it was paid by the gentleman clarence (:
somehow, cons didn't feel very hungry, didn't eat anything except for some gulps of water and some of the red beans from the red bean soup /: she said she didn't have any appetite. poor thing ):
after that went to sing hyms, was supposed to sing a hundred, but only managed to sing a few.
later clarence's mother fetched cons and i home, reached home around 10.30pm.
argh... i owe clarence $11

2006-09-20T03:14:00.000-07:00

;dont let it stop you
woots, borrowed jiaying's bag yesterday, really nice, but have to return it to her on fri though..
:(
today carrying the bag feels much more lighter and nicer, and seriously, i want to keep it forever!
ok, jkjk (:
omg, tmr there's maths test on algebra, and i havent studied yet, seriously, i just feel so slack nowadays, also decided to go to chinese oral on either tmr or fri, cos i need more practising.
today was my groups' turn the present the skit, apparantly our video was not enough cos some parts of the video, our voice was not really clear, so mrs cheen cant give us marks, but will still give additional marks for our effort :)
i think we did pretty badly for the skit, but the class said it was not bad, phew...
after chinese lesson which was our last period of the day, we had to go to the hall where there were many many rows of tables and chairs actually meant for the o lvls and we had to go there to do our listening compre .
The tables were polished and clean, no writings on it, to think that we chinese dance had placed out legs there( on the tables ) for some leg stretching exercise :X
omg , we dirtied the tables :((
anyways, the listening compre was pretty hard cos every now and then feel like sleeping, so couldn't really concentrate :/
and had to endure huge leg pain today, it felt like my bone was being stretched and hammered at the top joint which vibrates the pain through the whole leg, ouch, and apparantly many ppl have never heard of that kind of 'illness' before.
Argh, the EOY's are soon approaching, so that means i have to start mugging, have to mug really hard for the next week till the EOY's are here, hopefully after the EOY's would be granted enough freedom to go out wif my friends (:
i'll just hope, just hope

2006-09-14T00:35:00.000-07:00

;i can feel the pressure, its getting closer now, we're better off without you
having a major moodswing now. i mean nowadays, what has happened to me?! am i going crazy or something?, haha, hope not.
just thinking abt something that has been troubling me these few months...about my school, if u get into a school, esp sec sch, you will definitely be influenced by the people there, or at least a little lah, i feel like i dont belong there...u know, with the students of hkss, i come from a family, a pri sch which was not meant to go there, totally, even though i find the style of the people there pretty nice, cool and all, but i just feel that, i was meant to go somewhere else.
i guess it's really mainly abt my backgroud, and the type of education i received, i'm more english, it's like we were trained and destined to go to a sch of a style of example, commonwealth, ctss , but because of hkss, it's totally diff, so i have to start over, but i have to change, change into somebody like the people in the school. i want to, but i have to let alot of things go too. i want to layer tons of eyeliner over my eyes, i want to hang many toys on my bag, i want to speak the 'twit' language cos it's pretty much how the sch's like, but i feel like something's holding me back, making me hesitate, cos it's not the way i am, but i like their style though.
and i'm changing, at first i didn't notice it until my teacher scolded me and told me i've changed, so diff. From that day, i keep thinking back, and i now agree with her, i'm changing.
i want to change to be like them, yes, but if i change to be like them, my friends will change too, my status, my thinking, my attitude, my character, basically everything lah, and that's what's holding me back.
so someone, anyone, pls tell me wad to do, should i choose the east or the west.
I'm lost, lost in this storm, hope the storm can clear and i can continue my life's journey soon, cos i'm stuck here.
so that's my thinking, how i really feel , and i didn't mean to offend anybody if u're offended lah.
and yes i know, this post's pretty lame and emo.

2006-09-13T04:39:00.000-07:00

;no matter what we go through, you step up,i'll step up too
just had a nice, refreshing bath after my chinese dance (:

but somehow, very unfortunately, there out of the blue appeared red little dots all over my face!

on my forehead, the side of my face, my cheeks, a little below my eyes, my nose, they all have
little red dots, but somehow, i suspect it's the chinese dance just now cos we had done
the overhead bridge and get back up five times, each time we had to remain in that pose for
five seconds and the blood all flowed to my head, which had caused the blood vessels in my face alot of pressure, making the blood vessels burst, cos my face pretty much looks that way.
haha, and nowadays, for some unknown reason, i've become crazy, i had so many huge mood-swings, at one point of time,i feel like crying, dunno lah, it's like a wave that u cant control which sweeps over you den i start tearing, i go all high and happy, den get terrified that i dont even wna get around my house, just stick in one place where there's somebody, then suddenly, i'll feel so lousy and start grumbling and complaining, mad huh?. lol
and today i got caught for wearing nail polish by three teachers, my form cher, co-form cher and the cher in charge of chinese dance. but i oso had worn thst nail polish before the sept hols, for around a month and no teacher caught me, seriously, den now all three at one say abt my nail polish, evil.
chinese teacher oso complained abt my earrings, and seriously, there's nothing wrong with it, only a pink shape of three circles like a mickey mouse and on it are those fake jewels,the other ear is a silver apple with a black jewel, still alrite right?? den wad's her prob lah. -.-"'

2006-09-12T02:06:00.000-07:00

; some things i'll never know, and i had to let them go
sch today was fine, but felt really very sleepy, luckily did not doze off,
and once again mrs wee commented abt me...again, telling me that i had not handed in alot of homework and blah blah blah, yesterday during the reading period,she accused me that i wasn't late all this time, but had purposely sat in the back of the class line to talk to my friend from the other class( had to sit according to the register number), i mean yes, at that time i was busy chatting with lay hiong, but that doesn't mean i had purposely sat behind to talk with her...

after school had com enrichment, pretty boring, spent most of the time helping khairul with his
work, and we like...kept on bickering and joking, and busy chatting away when we were supposed to listen to the teacher.

and finally have a book with aiai to write about our stuff to each other lah,

wrote a poem too, maybe later i'll post it bah,it's a little emo lah

haha, have to go now, byes everyone

2006-09-09T01:46:00.000-07:00

; i'm trying to let you know, that i'm better off on my own
today had science tuition. at first amanda said that she could not go tuition or accompany me eat lunch before the tuition cos today she and her family was supposed to celebrate her grand-aunt's child's first month (i think).
so asked cons, she said she'll call me back later. in the end, she didn't call.
later, amanda called to say she could now accompany me eat lunch and go tuition. so i was like... -.-""
ok, haha, so cons, it's alrite lah, anyways at that time, i already had someone to accompany me.
we'll find another day where we'll also take our first neoprints...=.="'
when going home from tuition( me and amanda...and my maid(: ), there was a woman who seem to be a foreigner asked us, if there was a department store or a shopping mall, which we assumed is j.e.c, so we gave her directions, but she didn't really seem to understand, so in the end, we took her there, haha, we found out that her name was amy, from bangkok, which of course is from Thailand. haha.
she's really kind, grateful, and..pretty (:
later she gave amanda and i clorets ( dunno the spelling), the pack was green.
while walking back, we kept saying that we should get another mark for our SKM ( something kindness award) cards. lols
just now thought of something...
things come and go, in order to be happy, we have to let go the things that needs to be let go, we have to continue our life even through all the obstacles.
all things happen for a reason, so think it like this, if something goes wrong, or something important had ended, just sit down and think calmly, there must be a reason, maybe to make u into a stronger person, or to prevent you from further hurt in the future, one day, one fine day, maybe many years down the road, you'll feel grateful for that day you suffered wad you have or are now suffering.
If for example, things just continue, which when you'll fall deeper and deeper, suffering more and more, i'm sure you'd rather choose to stop it in the past if it meant suffering, as the suffering may be less compared to wad u're suffering now.
maybe, after something has ended, u would never know what would have lied ahead if this was to continue, good or bad, but just leave it this way, let it go, and move on with your life.
hee... actually those are basic knowledge lah, just pretty much thought about it out of boredom.
haish...

2006-09-08T04:40:00.000-07:00

haha, hafvent updated in such a long time, and daddy keeps urging me to update so here i am...updating -.-"'
new tagboard up, as everybody was complaining about the tagboard font being too blinding. haha
this one week hols is so boring...yet, short.
contradicting myself? haha
anyways spent most of this week on completing the lit project wif my friends.
need to act and record out a part of the book 'The House of Sixty Fathers'.
pretty emotional lah, so it takes a really long time to complete the filming.
tmr supposed to go yong yun's house to edit the film, but of course i cannot go lah.
cos my parents have this thing about going other people's houses, even if it's good friends, and yes, the same for projects.
it's mainly abt the freedom i get lah. wad am i talking...i have no freedom. haish
pathetic eh?..
so hopefully by the end of the week we'll be able to finish everything (filming and editing).
and we've agreed that if mrs cheen thinks our film is not good enough, and asks us to do the whole thing in front of the whole class, we'll tell her that we're gna do the speech instead.
haha, yea.
i know what happened,ok ?
there's no point trying to cover it up anymore
i'm not your shelter. so it's time for you to come clean with me.

2006-09-04T06:07:00.000-07:00

al omg omg omg, steve irwin died lah!
u know, the guy in the show 'croc files', the australian?..
he died while filming 'Ocean's Deadliest' off the Great Barrier Reef , apparantly he went too close to a stingray and it's poison-filled barb had poked through his ribcage and into his heart.
like so painful lo..
i still cannot believe it lah,it's so sudden.
but he's pretty lucky already as he had many encounters with crocodiles (eg. feeding them,playing with them, sitting on them?..)
but it's really unlucky la..cos it's pretty rare to get hit by a barb of a stingray and actually die from it.
but i'm sure, we'll all miss him. *sobsob* :((
the full report,
http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20060904/ap_on_en_tv/obit_irwin

2006-09-02T08:50:00.000-07:00

31/08/06
teachers day! ...and cross country
was drizzling,but still ran the cross country. girls 2.6km, guys 3km. hehe
but still grateful for the drizzling to pull the heat down.cool us down before we overheat.
after the run,went to meet chinese dance teacher to get the crackers to sell for the fund-raising to raise enough money for next year's syf.
at first it was 1 packet for $0.80, 2 pkts for $1.00 , 3 pkts for $1.50 . then it was one for 1 for $0.50, 2 for $0.80 , 3 for $1.00.
haha,cos lots of ppl said it was too ex.
later a funny incident happened.
i was standing beside the stairs with two huge plastic bags filled with crackers waiting for the people to pass, suddenly two guys placed their finished milo cups inside one of the plastic bags.
i was like,confused, so i asked them to kindly take back their milo cups and ...they looked confused
*a few seconds of silence*
one of the guys then took back the cups and saw the crackers inside the plastic bag and said 'owh...'
so they actually thought the two plastic bags that i was holding was actually plastic bags meant for throwing rubbish =.="
after they went up the stairs,my friend and i started laughing like siao...well,i think those guys were laughing too?
later went to fhps, but halfway there my mom like came in the car lah,so we were like wtf, and blah blah blah,basically my mom and i had [i]another[/i] misunderstanding.
but this one is unlike the rest, cos i was so sickeningly fuming mad.
stormed out into fhps where cons was eating in the canteen and i did a stupid retarded thing
so later calmed down,took some photos in con's cam with aijia and zhiting, then started to explore the school.
after walking a few rounds,we subconsciously seperated and i met wailing and simin.
found the teachers and gave the pressies.
later mr yeo chased us out the school and met aisyah outside,she went there too late lah,was deciding to go to the library, while walking a stretch of pavement, it started to rain..heavily.
we took out our small umbrellas,one umbrella to a pair. still, we got all wet.
after painfully crossing that stretch of pavement,we all decided to go home instead. -.-'"
we're so fickle-minded.luckily the rain was staring to clear, went home with aisyah.
later brandon called to ask why i cried in fhps,haha,how sweet :)
1/09/06
morning was supposed to meet group at the bus-stop nearest to yuhua cc to fetch them to well,yuhua cc to edit our script for the skit we need to present in the first day when sch re-opens.
it was for literature.
actually it's not really a skit, we're supposed to record it in a video cam instead for the whole class to see...hehe,i'm acting as the mother :)
later we ate so much junk food;half-boiled eggs,crackers,milo-bing,teh'o bing,teh'o kosong bing. haha, just so much lah.
took around from 9.45am to around 1.15pm to finish editing and copying the script. i know it's very long lah,but the script is five pages ok?
have to painstakingly scan through every page carefully to edit it and copy it two times.later played hide-and-seek.
haha,while running to find a spot to hide, my friend accidentaly stepped on my slipper and it kind of broke? lols
later we all went home.
2/09/06
woke up earlier to get ready for science tuition,12pm.waiting for amanda to call...no call
called amanda twice at 11 am,but her hp was offed,damn. seriously didn't know what was happening.
but she fantastically rang me up at 11.40am to ask if we're still going out together (amanda and i are in the same tuition and every week, we meet to eat lunch together before going to the tuition.)
pretty pissed actually. but accepted lah
so went jec.bought $2.00 black jem apple earring instead of the $3.00 earring of a crown with gems that i have been wanting.weird lah.
so went to kobayashi to eat noodle scramble before going to tuition.
after tuition,went kent ridge park,supposedly the place where the british fought with the japanese.
took loads of pics in my dad's hp till it hanged =.="
later went to a restaurant in a hotel called holiday inn or something, located at orchard road, to celebrate my parents' 28th something wedding anni.
man,the food there was so delicious, i kept gorging on it. woo hoo.
but not to worry,i wont grow fat de.hehe :)
have to sleep now,have to wake up early tmr for church.

2006-08-30T05:00:00.000-07:00

sorry,so so sorry never post for a very long time.too lazy lah. :p
today had teachers day celebration. the rapping thingy was pretty alright,i guess?
the girl sang pretty well,but abit...weird?
the guy rapper looked really hell familiar..then i know lah,taufik!(isit correct name? :pp)
rapped pretty well. :)
later was a singing performance of avril lavigne 'complicated' and 3 doors down 'here without you'
the girl singing complicated sang pretty well lah,although there was a little prob with the mike at first?..haha
there were two guys,one with a guitar,were singing the 'here without you'. was pretty strange at first?
but later it was pretty ok lah..hehe :)
later was the breakdance thingy...man,it like so rocks lah! so pro lehhs all those guys performing.but found it a little too short? guess maybe i was too engrossed lerhh barhhs. hee..
then when the teachers were presenting the top five constalation(dunno how to spell. :p) prizes ,i was like dazing lah.
then suddenly 'karen chia from 1c'. then i was like wtf??? omg,i won a constalation prize. dun want go up lehhs.really really was so paiseh lahh. then later everyone applaused, so i reluctantly stood up and waled to the stage.i think i was blushing?..
the mrs chua put out her hand,so i shook it lo..then she told me that mr ng wna take a photo of me,and i was like...
serious?? so i turned,and the prize pretty much slipped out of mrs chua's grip?.. hohoho. i was so rude lah!
when i turned to face the camera,i realised everyone was like looking at me!!! oh mommy,i could have died,so i closed my eyes and gave a super awkward smile.look heck funny lah,i know.
later looked far far away to avoid those eyes,and rushed back to my seat,still pretty much blushing.
inside was actually a whole big bag of m &m's peanuts,woo lala, was alot inside, so shared with the class , in the end only left one packet for my bro?.. =.="
see,i so good-hearted. heheh :p
today's chinese dance was pretty fine too lah,last practice for next year's orientation before moving on to arrange the dance for next year's syf :)
gna be very tough larhhs.
shucks,tmr's cross-country,will be so tiring and just to let everyone know,i'm walking! walking ok? dun wanna run,too slack :D aniwaes we girls are supposed to run 2.6km ?.. guys 3km. haha
after the cross country,have to report to the chinese dance teacher to receive three huge packets of crackers meant to sell them for fund-raising. one for $0.80,two for $1.50 and three for $2.
after that will rush to fuhua pri to visit the teachers, empty-handed. ...
but really excited lah,also get to catch up with the ex fuhua-rians. cant wait for tmr. :DD

2006-08-16T05:14:00.000-07:00

15/o8/06
walau,mdm rohana(wadever) so sucked lo..
she didn't give us any respect and started to shout at us like a mad dog.
she also threw her temper at us.i'm like so mad lo..
den when yong yun and jiaying got scolded by mdm rohana for going to the toilet before class n coming to the classroom late(mrs cheen told us if we wanted to go toilet,go before the class started).
she demanded them to get out the classroom and say 'good morning teacher,sorry i'm late and the reason and talk talk talk until she was happy' over and over again?
then she turned her head and saw me with my hand on my mouth minding my own business. den she shouted 'girl,it's not a laughing matter when your classmates are rude,you should be ashamed!' wtf ? do i even look like i was laughing ?? i was only merely covering my mouth and she claimed i was laughing?? siao.
and i suggest she had better adjust her glasses if she wants to continue being a teacher!!
when wadiah and nabilah wanted to go to the toilet,nabilah just touched the pass while asking the teacher,den mdm rohana actually said 'excuse me?? wad do you think you are doing??.. why do you go and vandalise my things?this is my property ok?if you want to go to the washroom,ask properly!' (and tells them the correct way she wants them to say it)
when they walked past that mdm rohana,she shouted at them 'what do you say after a teacher gives you permission to go to the washroom?!..' argh!!!! so angry! ok fine,let's drop this topic before i burst. >:((
ok den.
16/8/06
sch was pretty fine?..
today reading period,first time was the last person sitting in my class,which means i'm getting later and later.oops.
luckily in class wasn't so tired so i could pay attention to all the lessons except for chinese cos it's really really very boring :X.
today science had practical test. something about a bob and retort stand,trying to measure the distance of the wooden block moves after the bob hit it. maybe i'm not gonna pass this. shucks. must study harder now...
after school had chinese dance.learned a new dance for next year's sec one orientation. used the brown heavy scarves but did not have enough so sometimes have to borrow the scarves from the other members at times. haha.
also had to do a split. sometimes forgot some steps.pretty obvious i guess? hope not.
in the end scraped my ankle on the floor,had a bruise on my foot and another two bruise on my knee.hmmm...
owh owh! and i also made a god sister and dear number two(girl lah!) my new godsister is lifah :) turns out that she's also the godsister of kwan ee?.. lols
my dear number two is pamela! hehe. lah lah lah. she's just so cute lah.
17/08/06
today nothing much,had home econs speed test, as in sewing.
the time given was 1h 15mins but completed all the stichings 10 mins pass time.oops :p
still hope can pass lah, next week going to the kitchen for cooking lesson le.so excited :)
haha.also made an aiai . my aiai is...yong yun! lols.
okies.haf to go lerrs. byes!

2006-08-14T03:47:00.000-07:00

had a haircut yesterday,it's a little like cut spike though asked to cut thin,but the ponytail's so small!den i cannot stick the hair down,it was flying like mad and so many short strands of hair sticking out...-.-".
but yong yun they all said i look nicer now?..haha
ok...today school had two free periods, science and music,
for science went to the something condo class.miss queenie was our releif teacher,
she was really nice.not too demanding like the other teachers,allowing us to talk and do our own things. :))
and that mrs wee kept staring at my hair man,dunno stare for what.
someore asked me if me or my mom was the one who had cut my hair??? wtf.
haix...too angry to continue.so unreasonable.
after school had chinese tuition.faster finished my homework,but could not complete (",)
and now the teacher's gonna complain to my mom...haix.
never mind. gonna maple now.
cyas

2006-08-06T23:40:00.000-07:00

happy birthdae wenjie <3
u turn 17 today,hope all your wishes come true
smile and always be happy :DDD
the pressie is an accesory to make you look gay.*sniggers*

todae did not go to school cos after i woke up,my stomach so freaking pain!!!
n oso felt like vomiting.but i managed to push it down.
so decided not to go to school feel so much better now :)
hope did not miss alot of things today.
tmr's the national day celebration le...
very sad leh,wont be dancing mordern dance anymore cos our dance instructor changed,so the dance went away together with her. : (((
still remember last time how much the chinese dance loved that dance. haish...
nvm,at least some of the chinese dance members(selected ones,dancing with some other selected members of the other dance groups) will still be participating in the national day celebration. but not me la! i sit down n enjoy the show :)
also have to wear the red shirt tmr,but very unfair leh,just because of last year some of the other sec pupils nv abide by the dress code properly,so that's why this year have to wear school pants/shorts/skirts. evil!!!

why can't my parents just accept me for who i am?
so what if i changed,i'm in sec 1 now,
the environment's different, how can you expect me not to change?
just expect the obvious.
n y did my mom claim that she needs to let my brother go out and have freedom to have independence, den me leh !!!???
i always ask my parents to go out,but they always ignore me or turn me down,or say they die die must follow me,
den what? my bro just never do anything,n there! freedom comes to his doorstep
it's just so biased
i'm not allowed to go mac or anihow stay back,but when he stays back over two hours for no particular reason n comes home holding a freaking huge cup of coke from mac right in front of my parents,they still dare to back him up n say what what,he very thirsty mah,very funny isit? are you saying i not human,cannot get thirsty isit? fuck la
n my parents do not even let me go my friend's house to rush a project,but when we caught him going his friends house for no important reason,yes we told my mom,but she ignored it.
it's not only about the issue of freedom,but the issue of being biased,i mean how would you feel being treated like that?

shitx,this is so emo...i'm such an emo queen
>: (

2006-08-06T23:05:00.000-07:00

this blog's date and time is screwed. i think it should be one day later...hmmm

2006-08-05T01:57:00.000-07:00

loving you has made me this way.
todae had science tuition.
first time i came early :p
so waited for amanda n we walked to the coffee shop n ate dark porridge,ordered juice-green apple+starfruit+papaya i think.the lady walking around asking ppl to buy juice was really pushy.
later proceeded on to this fashion in j.e.c to buy that red shirt for the national day celebration.
was stucked between two choices,in the end chose the plainer one.
passed a stall selling jewellery,the jewellery was really cute(i wanted to buy that earring n mickey mouse ring).but we were already 10 mins late but i didn't care n continued looking until amanda dragged me away :p
outside j.e.c there were these few stalls...were so tempted so bought a cup of that scallop+abalone+shark fin soup.
tasted like fish maw soup with egg...few pieces of meat n scallop,there was also some shark fins while finishing it...but no sign of the abalone -.-
also bought 8 mini cheese sausages, really oily...but nice
after we finished, we look at the empty cup n damn, there was a pile of oil...
*clears throat*
after tuition,dad fetched me to the...dunno what clementi stadium in the last half hour to look at the teenz from church play badminton...went there in the request of cons.
in the end,could not c her,only cld see lau n dunno three other guys playing badminton...dunno where the rest went,so went back home lo..

pls,come back to me, will you?
it hurts not having you by my side anymore <3

2006-08-04T06:31:00.000-07:00

ok...second post of the day!!!
ok....gonna do a quiz aijia made me do...
1.full name,
karen chia yuin yuin

2.Name backwards,
yuin yuin chia karen (err...)

3.Were you named after someone,
one nurse who was my mom's friend...?

4.Meaning,
dunno

5.Nickname:
err...carrot?

6.screen name:
karen?

7.D.O.B:
31 july 1993

8.Place of birth:
singapore

9.Nationality:
Singapore pr.(not a korean!!!)

10.Current location:
my bro's room

11.Star sign:
leo

12.Religion:
Christian.

13.Height:
1.60cm

14.Weight:
41kg.

15.Shoe size:
size 5 i think

16.Hair colour:
Blackish-brownish-blueish?

17.Eye colour:
Blackish brown

18.What do you look like:
dunno...a cartoon character?

19.Innie or outie:
Outie!!!

20.lefty or righty:
Righty.

21.Gay,straight,bi or others:
straight but a little les...

22.Best frens:
Constance Siew Hui Hui,Soong Ai Jia,Lam Wai Ling,Amanda Lee Chun Mei

23.Best fren you trust most:
erm...constance n aijia

24.Fav pals:
yong yun,jiaying,jin pei,sandra,huihui,amanda,si rong,yvonne,meijiao,yong lian,lay hiong,ann ting,mei hua.

25.Best fren of opp sex:
i dont have one?

26.Best buddies:
yong yun,jiaying,jin pei,sandra,huihui

27.Boifren or galfren:
meaning...?

28.Crush:
no :)

29.Parents:
huh?

30.Worst enemy:
my lips are sealed

31.Fav online guy:
wenjie i guess

32.Fav online gal:
ai jia n jin pei i guess

33.Funniest fren:
jin pei!

34.Craziest fren:
yong yun!

35.Advice fren:
constance,ai jia,si rong...?,yong yun,jiaying,jin pei,sandra,hui hui,amanda :)

36.Loudest fren:
alot...?

37.Person you cry with:
friends and good friends

38.Any sisters:
god-sis can?

39.Any brothers/godbrothers:
2 older bros,err 2 god-bros...?

40.Any pets:
my doggie,leo : )))

41.Any disease:
err...dont think so

42.Pager:
no

43.Personal fone line:
no

44.Cell phone:
confiscated.

45.Lava lamp:
dont think so...

46.Pool or hot tub:
both...?

47.Car:
dunno..?

48.Personality:
too many to count :)

49.Driving:
i don't drive yet

50.Car or one you want:
dunno...

51.Room:
own room...

52.What's missing:
hp!!!,fan?...i dunno le

53.School:
hkss...don't like it that much though

54.Bed:
soft yet firm one?

55.Relationship with parents:
lesser than average?

56.Bliv in urself:
my confidence has reached rock bottom.

57.Bliv in love at first sight:
sometimes

58.Good listener:
i guess so

59.Get along well with parents:
maybe...

60.Save email convos:
no...

61.Pray:
before meals...but really too little already...

62.Bliv in reincarnation:
No.

63.Like to make fun of ppl:
Sometimes.

64.Like to talk on the fone:
sometimes

65.Want to get married:
yea.. : )

66.Like to drive:
maybe in the future?

67.Motion sickness:
a little...but last time was worse

68.Eat stem of broccoli:
brocolli has stems...???

69.Eat chicken with fork:
not exactly...if only i'm forced to

70.Dream in colour:
most of the time

71.Type with ur fingers on home role:
wad?

72.Sleep with stuffed animal:
there's some stuffed animals beside me on my bed when i sleep.is that counted?

73.Next to you:
my newly-bought pencilcase :),chamelon eyeliner,one printed paper thingy...

74.On the walls of your room:
orange and limegreen.

75.On ur mouse pad:
mouse...?

76.Dream car:
dunno

77.Dream date:
hehe

78.Dream honeymoon spot:
many places?

79.Dream husband or wife:
lalala... :)

80.Bedtime:
whenever i want to sleep?

81.Under your bed:
dunno what boxes.

82.The single most important question:
varies

83.Ur bad tym of the day:
when i wake up?.. n when someone pisses me off

84.Ur worst fears:
cannot tell.

85.The weather is:
dark...alrite i guess.

86.Time:
11.07pm

87.Date:
4 aug 06

88.The best trick you ever did on someone:
when me n amanda tricked wailing saying there was a fly in her coke n she spat the whole thing out :X

89.Theme song:
erm...many?

90.Hardest thing bout growing up:
facing more problems n regreting many things.

91.Funniest experience:
alot...hehe

92. Scariest moment:
forgot.

93.Silliest things you have ever said:
alot of things

94.Most desperate or funniest thing i've done to get the attention of the opp. sex:
did i?..haha.woo hoo

95.Scariest thing that's ever happened while with ur frens:
when me my friends almost got hit down by cars when we j-walked. :X

96.Worst feeling:
failure,regret,losing somebody dear to us(haha,copy aijia,but it's true)

97.Best feeling in the world:
1.being loved
2.being satisfied n comfortable with yourself
3.getting your happiness

98. 5 ppl to do this:
yong yun :)
hui hui
iman
qian ru
foo aik

2006-08-04T05:21:00.000-07:00

i don't think you know.
woots...todae went jp with gang :)
met at mac first n was presented with a huge doggie toy which is my belated b'dae pressie.
they had put their money to buy that for me.
owh...THANKS SO MUCH GUYS!!! : ))))
later rushed into the toilet to put eyeliner n met yvonne n meijiao!!!
then we all put eyeliner...haha
bought some things too-a pencilcase from yellow with a name tag engraved with my name,a pair of earrings n a long stick of eyeliner from chamelon.
big bro bought three hairbands for me...one pink,one light blue n one greyish greenish from ice lemon tee.
just had alot of fun la...
also went to the pizza place n bought set a student meal...which was a pizza of your choice(chose the one with a mixture of three types of cheeses)+potato sald or fries(chose potato sald)+a glass of lemon tea.
we spent the most time in chamelon i think...haha...
later went to sweeties n they bought drinks...yong yun(blue coral),jiaying(grape),jin pei (peach).
we kept on passing it around to try...lols
went to ntuc but could not find the sweets that sandra wanted...wooo
later they left...n saw yvonne n meijiao...called them
den we walked around n meijiao said she wanted to go to the toilet...so me n yvonne crazily hid in the baby changing room...den meijiao called us n we decided to come out from our hiding spot...hehe
walked a few more rounds again...seems to be some ppl there which we know...haha
ok then they went home...
n big bro n me went to mj(wad meijiao calls her shop as her initials are mj) to find that dancing cd i wanted...
walked around n around but could not find it...so went home...
todae's a really happy day.... : ))))
THANKS SO MUCH GUYS FOR SUCH A FUN TIME OUT!!!

2006-08-01T02:07:00.000-07:00

;nobody gets me like you do
now's the first of august...oopsie
so i'll just turn the clock back to yesterday,k?
31 july 2006
yays~!!todae's my birthday le...
finally thirteen,so i'm officially a teen...must learn to be more mature le.haix...
maybe this friday going to jp with gang to celebrate my birthday...
i know...the gap very far right? my b'dae's on mon n we're going out at fri...uh-huh.haha
n need to get that much needed pencilcase because of me,so stupid go n leave it in the com lab(still no new of it),in the end,have to use my sewing kit case instead --"
n i'm still waiting for my pressies...haha
everyone,pls surrender them to me.
no lah, jkin only... but if u want to give oso can...
i won't mind :p
okies, now let me sing a b'dae song for myself,k?

Happy birthday to me,
Happy birthday to me,
Happy birthday to myself~~!!
Happy birthday to me!!!
*makes a wish n blows out all the candles*

ooh yeah,ate that blueberry cheesecake bought in secret recipe...
well,that's my birthday cake mah...
n i just realised that my err...wait,let me remember first arh...

okies...my chinese tuition teacher's,brother's wife's uncle actually owns secret recipe!!!
actually it was made first in malaysia then it got so popular till it came to singapore!
he now run's the secret recipe in malaysia.
well,i don't know if it's true la...(as in the part where my chinese tuition teacher's , brother's wife's uncle owns secret recipe)
n if that was true,i should have asked her to ask him to give us a discount...:p

n thank you so much aunty sylvia for buying me that pink pillow thingy with the belly piercing ring which looks like a lower torso of a murdered person :X.( well,she was the one who said that,ok?i'm not being rude.hehe)
well,maybe later i will be 'hardworking' enough to upload n post the pic of that lower torso look-alike pinkish pillow... :)
have to go eat my cake now...byes! :DDDDDD

2006-07-29T08:09:00.000-07:00

;washing the pain away
now's like 11.04pm.but really bored
so todae went out with my family to imm
shopped at giordano(isit spelled like this?)
bought a skinny jeans n two tops...
one black one white
initially,there was this really cute miney mouse singlet but there was only like...size large left?
n this giordano store was the only one selling that singlet,so could not get it
*sobsob*
oh,oh! n there was this staff who was really funny,kept on hanging around us n helped to carry our basket of clothes(yeah,he helped us to get a basket!),he also advised us about the clothes n all that,great service huh?
later went to secret recipe...ate that new pasta thingy plus broccoli soup...
the soup was alrite...but the pasta was abit too...cheesy?
yea,den bought a blueberry cheesecake which was meant for my b'dae coming up this mon!
later went to buy a watch...a pink one?
adjustable...so it was not as loose as other watches
unfortunately,i think that watch's only mean to use outdoors...cos it's not so suitable for school la...
the lady there was really kind...helped me n all,haha yea
drove to the library to drop off some of the library books which was due today...

hehe...i'm the stupid fucked-up bitch :)
blur blur derrs.

okies,time to turn in,goodnight all

2006-07-28T03:17:00.000-07:00

todae's sch was fine i guess...
during the reading period,there was this cockroach which pretty much appeared from nowhere.
it looked something like a nymph...ard 3 cm long n...erm...1.5 cm wide?
was brown wif horizontal lines all over...was kinda freaked out actually cos it was pretty close to me...
den u noe wad?
miss mardiana lifted my maths textbook n used it to hit that cockroach!
i was like...omg,u so did not do that...
it was lying in the space in between two brick thingys...den one boy dunno do wad hit the cockroach n it flicked out...
n started to run around again!
n it went onto my maths textbook!!
miss mardiana immediately told all of us to overturn the book to squish the cockroach,but of course who in the right mind would want to use their own textbook to whack a cockroach?
so instead i pushed it away in hope that it would get flicked out of the book n onto the floor and the others would haf enough time to find some other things to kill that cockroach.
but after i pushed it away,the cockroach still si si cling on to my book den miss mardiana just took my book n overturned it!
den the cockroach got squished n picked up wif a tissue...
kristabel then helped me to clean the book wif a tissue..
thanks kristabel a million!
i was pretty much afraid to carry my book for the rest of the day...

[random]
oh yeah,n you...please don't show me your freaking attitude
i really don't noe what is your motive.
so tell me,what is your motive?
are you jealous or just want to break us apart...
still remember we were once quite good friends in the past,
so why have you changed to become like this?
i'm really disappointed in you,ok?
I know you have alot of suitors,n u like alot of guys,so why do you still want to cling onto him?
you already know he's already taken,so why continue this?
it's all your fault our relationship is like this
i really wanted to let go of this senseless fued...u know?
but because of how you treated me today,i felt that deep hatred i had for you slowly creeping back to me.
i'm not going to make peace with you or forgive you for your mistakes even if in the end he chooses you.
you're just a senseless old fucking bitch who doesn't know her place...
now,that is what i think about you,
so please if you don't like me,then just get off my back cos i don't want to see you as much as you want to see me
[/random]

2006-07-27T04:58:00.000-07:00

oh my shit! i'm so stupid!!! left my pencil box in the com lab during maths,n did not go back to find!?
shit,how?
no more pen for tomorrow...
n although that pencilbox was pretty outdated(used for ard 9 to 10 months),it's still branded ok?
the first branded pencilbox i ever had...*sobsob*
haix...tmr go ask mr ling if he had seen it lying anywhere around...
n that pencilbox has the friendship ring which amanda gave to me...
wad if people found it n threw it out the window???den i'll never get to c it again...

2006-07-25T04:50:00.000-07:00

really really upset now... :'(
i wish i could just let it go once n for all...

strange?

2006-07-19T04:49:00.000-07:00

ooo...todae was very strange
after sch,the sec 4's were still having their o lvl mother tongue oral...
den me n wailing were walking ard the sch like...twice? den went to the drink stall to buy a drink(duh?)
later one of the vendor there asked me to do her a favour,as in to help her carry one whole tray stacked wif drinks up to the hall for the oral examiners to pick from...so i agreed lo..
den wailing will help wait downstairs for me, n man, the tray was heavy!!!
i think there was like 4 bottles of mineral water stacked below,three sweet drinks(bottled) on the top, three cans of coffee, n a few packets of milo...it may not sound that heavy,but it is ok?i think my face oso turned reddish cos of the pressure...
i was oso told to just follow behind the vendor(phew!)...
when we(the vendor n me) went up,the groups of students kept staring at us!
(there were not only hong kah students there,but oso students from shuqun sec n yuhua sec(i think)
so can u imagine me,a little skinny scarecrow carry so much weight n walking from table to table(wif the vendor in front of me that is,oso carrying a tray ) where the oral was taking place..
maybe luckily for the students who were taking the oral,cos bcos of dis 'distraction' ,they may haf more time to digest n elaborate further on the oral passages n all that.
n some of the students even asked to buy the drinks from me...-.-
one of the hong kah student den go ask smth like 'eh girl,help me to secretly smuggle one drink for me eh?'
den when i shook my head, he said 'pls lar,dun be lidat eh?
n i shook my head again...
i noe they must be very stressed n needed smth to drink in order to make themselves calm down,but i just cldn't risk my sanity...i mean...i may be seen ok!?
den later i will really be in deep shit le...

teens retreat plus perfomance

2006-07-17T01:47:00.000-07:00

okies...yesterdae was teens retreat...n the choir performance
was pretty nervous as it was the church anniversary
we the ypc haf to sing the first song,den we part n let the church choir in the middle to sing the second song, n later we stay in the same places n sing the third song.
i personally liked the third song best when we sang together "look at the world"
as usual,the dress code was a white top,a black bottom n formal shoes...
wore heels,all black,look like pieces of leathery things weaved together.first time wearing heels,so even though had put plasters on the heels,there were still sores on my heels n my toes were totally scrunched up...really really painful.
cons wore pumps. dark goldeny wif ribbons at the sides,really cute :)
she said it was pretty comfy like wearing socks...haha
For teens retreat,
went to gordon's,brother david's? hse to the conference rm
very pretty...
den later celebrated the b'dae of the july babies,n i'm a july baby ... --
so blur blur stood down there while they sang happy b'dae n kept on giggling when they sang the part "happy birthday to karen~~~~~~~~~~~~!" for like ard 7 seconds...lols
the cake this retreat was like cream fruit cake...super yummy
sen received the card n the chocs...hehe
later played whako n poison ball until it was 5.30pm
den went back to the conference rm to get our stuffs n joanne wanted to noe hu wanted to take the cake hme...n i took it. hehehe...
later the bus has arrived,n we all went home...
really nice dae eh? :)

dead?

2006-07-04T04:13:00.000-07:00

owh,my blog's dying
uh-huh...
nowadaes just dun feel like blogging,so may not be blogging for another week?
maybe la
todae had the teens comitee selection thingy,if i'm not wrong,the new comitee r celeste,debb grace,bernita,jon poon,carmen n more n later bm asked us a really nerve-wreaking qn
if GOD were to come rite now,wld u think u wld be saved?do u think u wld go to heaven?
i really did not noe,den bm said,if u think the ans is yes,pls raise yr hand..
well,apparantly,i did not...uh-um
okies,ate lunch n met at 2 pm. went to swensens at jp cos the chia bros r leaving us for another church nxt sun.so sad eh? *sobsob*
went there by bus to the interchange den switched to the mrt n walked a little
bought the so-called 'limited edition' cuppachino or smth like that de kit-kat choc,2 dollars
some students were like walking to various parts of the interchange asking ppl to buy the chocs,so yea
swensens has an elevator n stairs to go up...hmm
i actually wanted to order the soup bowl but in the end did not buy
all of us ate the earthquake tthingy ice-cream n fries,bm's treat :)
n damn,were they nice...super duper yummy
some other guys ordered pasta n some pizzas
really,guys can really eat alot
the pizza really looked nice wif the cheese...er-erm
oso ordered a firehouse cake or smth lidat(an ice-cream or cake,i forgot :p wif a candle on top)
for joanne as her b'dae wld be coming
one of the chia bro oso ordered the white choc ice-cream thingy wif apple sauce n apples n all that la,looked so delicious
later we all went crazy n started mixing the tartar sauce n chilli(i think) sauce from the fries into a cup of water n added other ingredients like pepper,salt n all those. we all asked the teens(brave ones of course) to drink it...jonathan poon drank a mouthful of one glass(although j.lau kept pestering him to drink more as in half-cup plus cos he did that the other year n wanted him to follow in his 'brother's ' foot steps n other pple oso offered him money if he cld drink half cup of that.ewww),he said it tasted like diluted ketchup...*clears throat* j.lau drank a mouthful or so of another cup,dis time even more disguisting,i think he wanted to puke...
later took a grp photo n bm sent me,cons,my bro,serena celeste? n i dunno le hme...
when i came down suddenly cons asked me this some strange qns, n i was like wtf?
do u haf a fever or smth?
n she said bm wanna talk to me nxt sun (!!!)
i'm so in deep shit

coincidence?

2006-06-24T01:58:00.000-07:00

later will update abt the eye op...

rite now i've just realised my blog url n a nivea slimstick lipbalm actually haf the name,juicysplash
how strange is that? hmmm...weird
...but i did not copy their name,k? haha
it's just so strange that's it's such a coincidence...both juicysplash
or MAYBE i did copy them...jkjk,dun think so
if i'm not wrong,the names of the slimesticks r pearl&shine,tropical shake n juicysplash..
it was in an ad in a magazine i just read,den i saw juicysplash n wondered y was it so familiar,yea,it's the same name as my blog url...
the slimesticks look really cute n r really slim too,so u can just pop it into yr jeans pocket...
ooo...i'm so lame..n bored!
haha...dun mind me,i'm just talking crap,haha
had to relieve my boredom,so yea

when it flickers,it dies

2006-06-21T01:07:00.000-07:00

tomorrow going mini operation for the eye...hehe
wish me good luck,k? :]
i hope it wont be that painful cos i guess they're gna burn n cut the cyts out,3 of them(!!!)
but i'll be asleep so won't be so painful rite?(wif an injection sticking from my blood veins -.-)

trip

2006-06-10T10:10:00.000-07:00

so so really very sorry for not updating...
i'm just going to blog all that i can remember
okies..few daes ago went to pasir ris WIF CONS
haha..yea
erm...went to chalet to put the things
changed n met me friends(jiaying,jin pei,yong yun,sandra,hui hui,qiuxia n more?) for the class bbq..
cos class after june den will stream class le
the bbq was REALLY fun..super dupper fun
ate TONS of food, didn't finish everything though -.-
we oso crapped alot n start putting cream on each other's faces...
had b'dae cake too!!!
haha,yea,b'dae cake!
cos it was ying ying's bdae mah
later went arcade n got a suprising 90 plus tickets (of course it's all out tickets put together)
exchanged the tickets for a cute doggy piggy bank..
later went to mac took some photos n went back to own chalet(shared wif my parents that is) wif cons n cam-whored
took many shots but only a few was satisfactory
laughed alot too
in fact laughed until our stomachs like so ached n tears were actually coming out of our eyes...
okies...
day 2
went to escape!!!
went to rainbow first...
n man i so regret it!!!
i noe i was so in love wif rainbow n even used keep dragging ppl to go n at most i wld ride it like 4 times straight but did i dunno y...
i was LIKE SO SCARED!!!
luckily mom went wif me to the rainbow n twisted her arm instead until even later(as in a few daes) the fingernailmarks still remained..oops :p
although cons said it was shiok n wanted to ride it again..well,i didn't want to try another round...
SORRY CONS!!! :(
later if i'm not wrong,went to the mini ferris wheel
was a little scary at first,but den later was okay...but still enjoyable
later...i think,took the superman ride
as u lie on yr tummy den the thingy will go round n round
if you're not paying attention,it wld be really peaceful like you're a ship bobbing on the ocean..really nice
later went to the gold cart...
since i haf not ride it before,i was really scared n my mom insisted to drive us the first round n oso we cld c how she does it,but after riding both of us..i dun think we wanted to ride it alone...
later bought a candy floss wif cons for $3 n it was REALLY huge...serious!!!
like ard 60cm-70cm?
haha
took some time to eat...
later went to the wet n wild...was really LOUD when the boat thingy went up..when it went down...
i haf to admit it was quite shiok la...but still kinda scary...later went to the wet n wild store to c our pics...man the pics were...erm..strange.i ruined the pic!!! i looked so scared wif my shoulders raised n eyes shut so tightly.
later mom was so kind...bought me n cons shorts...i got a pink n grey one while cons had a limegreen n white one...really nice.but erm...when i went hme,i realised my mom haf oso bought me one other orange shorts -.-
cons got so wet or at least so much more wet than i got...erm..
yea...
later i think i rode the superman ride again to dry ourselves
went to the haunted hse n was paired wif three other guys...
in the haunted hse,the guys kept on acting cool...strutting so proudly n making all those scary sounds...
N CONS WAS TWISTING MY ARM SO HARD!!!
when coming out,dis guy which i think was wearing coloured contacts came out through the back door n startled me...
n that's so not funny
oso played the games for catching the balls n the horse-racing...
all of one line of the horse-raising was all the ppl we noe!!!
haha...
as in my other bbq classmates n cons n me were all in the same row...
ai jing won the prize!!!(big dolphin)
for the ball cathching,cons won two ponies...one pink one for her little sis n one blue one which was given to me!!!
hehe...thanks so much cons
played the float thingy on the water which is supposed to shoot the other ppl wif the water jets...but unfortunately for us,or float(shared)couldn't exactly shoot water...-_-""
later cons wanted to ride the cup thingy...my parents told cons n me that we cld go n haf one last chance to ride that ride...but well,unfortunately i was too chicken?
BUT IT IS SAID THAT THAT RIDE IS SCARIER THAN RAINBOW,OKAY?
sorry cons for being so chicken...
aniwaes had a really great time at pasir ris n really want to go back again
thanks everyone for bothering to read this WHOLE POST
THANKS CONS N FAMILY FOR SUCH A NICE TIME!!!
times went on the superman ride:6 times
times went on the ferris wheel:4 times
haunted hse:1 time
rainbow:1 time
bumper float ride: once
gold cart: once
wet n wild: once
teacup ride: none :(

2006-05-30T03:19:00.000-07:00

back from imm...
todae went imm wif yong yun,jia ying,jin pei...
jiaying's sis jia qing n jia qing's friend tagged along...
first went minitoons n bought a dice keychain for me hp,den we all put our money together to buy jiaying the bag she wanted n yong yun a charmed voodoo dall for love(was just for decoration as in for fun) for their b'dae pressie den bought a band bracelet thingy however u call it for meself...hehe
den went to sweet talk n got the red tea ice blended thingy wif milk...really nice...
yummy yummy... :)
btw,yong yun treated me to it
thanks so much yong yun!!!
(she had brought quite much money on that dae...)
jiaying had the grape one,yong yun had the blue coral,n jin pei had the vanilla ice blended...
tried all of theirs
all were really nice...?
yea.. haha
later went to elementz n bought a pair of button earrings ,white in colour...really nice...
once again treated by yong yun... :)))
later somehow craved for 7 11's mashed potato n joked abt it...n guess wad?
yong yun offered to treat me to it!!!
but i felt really...u noe?
freeloader-ish
so i sae nvm just joking,dun need
but the rest said i was really skinny n needed to eat more food so they insisted...
then well...i took the money(but of course promised to repay them the next time we meet)
(i guess being skinny has their good points too...(as in ppl wld haf the heart to treat u to food?haha :p)
so later went back to watsons...played wif the glittery touch powder thingy which of course was a sample,looked at loreal's new shocking mascara thingy n checked out the nail polishs...
later mom came n had to go home...
haix...had to part wif all of them...
well aniwaes...
THANK SO MUCH YONG YUN,JIA YING,JIN PEI,JIA QING N GRACE FOR MAKING MY DAY!!! :)))

nice litlle parting gift

2006-05-23T05:01:00.000-07:00

todae was alrite...i guess...
had the cyberwellness class thingy for bout 4 hrs,was quite fun at first den a little sian...
but i really need to thank amanda...
THANKS AMANDA!!!
haha...u noe todae had art n was supposed to bring the apple but last min i realise i didn't haf the apple!(as in one dae before the art lesson n it's around 10.30pm where all the shops selling apples wld unfortunately already be closed that scenario)
den i kept sms-ing friends to help me bring that apple tomorrow,one sae not enough,one sae haf but in the end forgot to bring -.-.den i sms amanda but she sae she tomorrow haf to go choir rehearsal so won't attend sch...
but the next morning u guess wad?
she ask one of my jie to pass me the apple eh!!!
i was so damn touched i could not even talk(no,seriously)
cos there she was busy wif her choir rehearsal,n she took time to remember and bring that special type of apple which teacher wants for me without probing her.
n i promised from the bottom of my heart that i will treat her very well in the future n i owe a great,huge,debt to her...
haha...
once again,THANKS AMANDA!!!
N THANKS SO MUCH CAIYUN FOR GIVING ME SUCH A PRETTY NECKLACE!!!
n for more depressing matters...
somehow,she's changed,alwaes hang out wif jane n cass den now got influenced le...
so i dun think she treat me as mei le...
first u(yes u,u childish backstabber) take three good friends from me...
not enough?
take two very precious godsis away from me...
still not enough?
TAKE ONE MORE GODSIS AWAY!!!
shit lorh...
how many do u wanna take before u happy?
y dun just murder me n take my life?
siao nuts...
just go n die n fuck off la...
okies...chill karen chill...
i think i'm better now...
well,guess i haf to go now...so here's me signing off...
BYES!!!

quiz...

2006-05-22T04:03:00.000-07:00

okies...cons asked me to do this quiz

names u go by:

karen
er...vicki,can?

screen names u had:
things u really like abt yrself:

er...er...ERM...height?
erm...my lips?i dunno!!!

Things that scare u:

Betrayal n backstabbing from friends etc.
spiders
ghosts
heights
loss of friends n family due to death or disease?
really tough n important tests n exams
parents discovering all my secrets!!!

Things u want to try in the next 12 months:

sleepover...
try to be more creative?
improve subjects!!!
try to do a split
try to be more confident
erm...ice-skating?
watch more movies!!!(as in tons n tons...hehe... :p)
take neos wif friends

Things u want in a relationship:

TRUE LOVE
trust n loyalty...
fun!!!
happiness :D
comfortable wif each other...(duh...hehehe)

Your everydae essentials:

handphone!!!
definitely the com...
friends n family?
lots n lots of money...(well not really...)
music!!!(is that counted?)

Physical about the opposite sex[or same] that appeal to u:

height
attitude
hair...???

Thing's u can't do:

ride a bike
look into someone's eyes for around 10 secs?
live wif no money...muahahaha
live wif no friends n *****
acting n singing?
dancing...???(erm...)

Favourite hobbies:

going out!!!
sleeping :p
crapping
listening to music
playing the com
watching tv
watching movies
buying things?

Things u want really badly now?

FREEDOM!!!
more clothes?
more creativity!!!
new hp!!!
more earings
more money...hehehe

Careers u are considering:

vet
make-up artist
sales assistant?
erm...dietician? (or wadeva u call it)

Places u want to go for vacation:

Hawaii?
France
England
Australia
America?
Switzerland
Rome?

Things u want to do before u die?

er...confess everything n beg for forgiveness
sae how much i love my loved ones --lll
throw a major party
ALL MY WISHES TO COME TRUE!!!

i shall add one more question.

people u want to meet:

Fish leong?
Joshua Ang?
Shawn Lee!!! :p

These people you want to see this:

Cons
Aijia
Qian Ru jie

Three people u want to do this:

Qian Ru jie
Claire
Lin Qin

Signing off?
haha...
byes!!!

2006-05-19T04:51:00.000-07:00

todae was alrite i guess...
erm...my results were alrite too i guess but failed maths unfortunately.
screw maths!!!
history had 56/100...
i guess it was quite good...
well at least i did not fail...rite?
haha
but actually cher said to me or rather shouted at the top of her lungs to the whole class that i was supposed to complete all three whole qns which including the parts as in 1a), b), c) ,d) , 2a), b) c) d) n so on all the wae to qn 4...so choose 3 qns to ans la...
i dunno wad happened,i was so stupid n done only three parts instead of 3 qns...
n damn was i mad...
but luckily had 20/60 which was actually quite good already...
den later she proceded to sae that i cld haf got a distinction if i did all the qns...
n i was so devastated can?
haiyo...
den next time must pay more attention in class...

situation

2006-05-17T06:20:00.000-07:00

okies....
so sorry never update for such a long time...
long holidaes haf ended n now is schooltime...haix...
todae as usual walked Leo,met kasey n her little bro wif her dog,prince!!!
a black schnauzer...
really cute....
den we played n played n the dogs played wif each other n they climbed on be...
but the consequence was that...i gained another two rash... - -lll
well,i dunno but after i walked the dog,i saw two rashes that was not there before...
haix...
n we oso had the 20/20 acuvue talk bout vision...
it oso taught us how to choose the perfect glasses frame for different face shapes
i guess it was a little interesting...?
n a little boring at the same time...
haha...
okies...haf to be a good girl n study now...
so,
cya!!!...

2006-05-08T05:40:00.000-07:00

I'M LOVIN' IT
yays!!! finally haf a dog...
actually that was yesterdae when i collected the dog at SPCA...
n cons followed along!!!
later brought it home n it was really nervous...
i mean as it could not really sit still.
the counsellor from the SPCA said it needed grooming everydae as it was very furry
thje dog's name was leon but we changed it to leo...hehe
cons n i played wif it,
gave it it's first bath,groomed it n took it for a walk...
one time the dog was lonely n cons n i let the dog out of it's cage n began running around the house like madpeople.
reason?
cos we wanted to let it run wif us for some exercise...
lol...
later while walking the dog to the coffeeshop,
cons called me...
she was in fact eating in the coffeshop wif her mother n siblings
Leo immediately recognised cons n jump at her...
really cute....
at night it was barking continuesly for attention that my parents n my maid had to take turns to wake up n confort leo.
n....EXAMS END TOMORROW!!!!
so happy!!!
N THANKS SO MUCH CONS FOR CREATING SUCH A LOVELY SKIN FOR ME!!!...
haha
okies haf to study for tomorrow's exam now...
till den...
CYA!!!

2006-05-06T04:22:00.000-07:00

hi im karen